8.13.06

1 more week til im back at TTU! im so excited i can hardly stand. new year, new faces, new fun times lol. i miss cookeville a bunch, but in a way im a little sad..which is odd for me. but i made a lot of friends this summer who dont go to tech, so im gonna miss them a lot.

we got a new horn professor and im a little worried about that too lol. im going to get my ass handed to me on a silver platter.

*sigh* and then i am going to HAVE to work this fall and spring if i have any hopes of gettin an apt this summer. wow, im gonna get an apt. when did i get old enough to do that?! anyway im poor, and im about to be even more poor when i call verizon in about 5 minutes to pay my phone bill. i hate bills.

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7.14.06

i sure don't post much on here anymore...hmmm!
i've just been doin the whole summer thing. I've been working at the daycare and I'm just starting a 2nd job, which will be insane but I need money so. It has to be done!

Finally watched Moulin Rouge for the first time ever straight through the other day, and I absolutely loved it. I seem to have a problem with movies.. I'll start them and then I'll see about 75% of it and then for some reason, I have to stop it. For class or to go practice or I fall asleep or I have to do homework.. whatever the reason lol. I'm working on it.

me & kat at toots the other night. I love her so much and I miss getting to see her in mackey's class every morning!!!  =(
but it was great catching up on junk.

and hey, i got my hair cut. i like it... i dunno if i like it better than my long hair, but it's DEFINITELY more manageable and just more comfortable.

welllllllll that's about it for now.
hope all you hardcore phuseboxers are having a fantastic summer too!

<3

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here's to summer

so here's to a summer to remember. got a good job, great friends, and unprecedented amounts of free time. and i wanna hang out with YOU.. yeah you.. so just let me know when & where!

I'm just a summer girl
I wear my flip flops
When I let my hair down
That's when the party starts
Who needs a boyfriend
I got my girlfriends
And when we get together
The summer never ends

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new pics!

i havent put new pictures on here in awhile so theres definitely a large picture update =)

only 2 weeks left, and im done. God help me get through it because this week is gonna be ROUGH.. i have an a.t. final and my voice final tomorrow.. and i play in convo AND my juries on thursday. 

but then summer will be here and everything will be wonderful.....

well its all so overrated
not saying how you feel
you end up watching chances fade
and wondering whats real

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deep impact =)

1. Living with you has been eventful, to say the least. But you're now more like a sister (or parent lol) to me than ever. Thanks for keeping me in line.. I guess i sometimes need it lol. I always know that even though we definitely do NOT see eye to eye on some things that we will love each other anyways. Even though we fight, we always make up =)  and of course, there's nothin like being trapped on the floor with a hamper, or being tickled til it hurts. You're gorgeous and if you ever need a reminder, check the mirror.  Oh, and you give amazing hugs. I love you, no matter what.

2. I am sooo glad I met you this year. You have quickly become one of my 2 best girlfriends. You won't read this, but it's okay. I know I can trust you with anything, and I've noticed that when I don't get to see you much during the week that I feel a little more miserable than normal lol. You help me sort through SO FREAKING MUCH of my thoughts/ideas/problems/issues.. and it means a whole freakin lot.  You always encourage me to live life up whenever I'm thinking about winding down.  I dont think you know how much you mean to me, and I'm sorry for stressin you out sometimes. But I'm always here for you too, and i look forward to getting to know you a LOT better as college goes on. You make me realize how lucky somebody is to have a girlfriend like you... because boys really DO come and go. But your girl friends, if they're true, are constant. You're beautiful, and you're gonna find somebody who actually deserves you and realizes how wonderful you are.  They might even love u as much as me =)

3. You're currently at Blackman, but I cannot wait til you're at TTU. We hit it off back at All-County Jazz and since then, you have been one of the main ppl I go to for any kind of advice. You are so mature and wise - and not just for being in highschool, but just in general. Im not able to trust a lot of people but you are one of the few I can put my trust in and count on. You're so beautiful, talented, and smart, not only on the outside but on the inside. I cant wait for this summer because we're totally hittin the gym baby. And the pool (just threw that one in)....

4.  I miss you. Didn't have enough time with you.  For the first time in a long time I felt completed, because things were perfect, and then it ended over something neither of us could help. I'm still trying to let you go, but it's so hard. I know you're  going to be something absolutely wonderful one day.  You already are. I don't know anyone like you. //you dont know how lovely you are// And you're gonna make somebody extremely happy, if you'll let youself. I can't sum it up on here. But I'll always remember everything, and anytime I sing billy joel or stevie wonder, it's for you.

5. I have known you since the VERY DAY you were born. Along with our parents, you are the one kid I am absolutely a billion% sure that I can always lean on. That kind of love is very special, and very important, because it means that you're never alone. Thank you for always being there, for always KNOWING what to say - because you know me better than anyone does, really, by default if nothing else. For being as immature as you can be you can really give some great advice lol. I always look forward to coming home just to see you, even if it means arguing about dogs or food. I love you =) dont speed.

6. Oh where to start. I wish you were with me instead of MTSU! We got pretty close my senior year, and you were always the person I could tell anything to. And good grief did we go into detail about everything. Cake and ice cream anyone? You were probably my closest girl friend senior year, even if you cant say that in return - thats okay. I didn't get out much back then. But you always brightened my day with your smile and sense of humor and always helped out with your wise words. I wish I had listened to you more, esp. about 1 thing in particular. You were right.  Aida wouldn't have been the same without you and neither would English have been. Thanks for being there. You are one of the few ppl I want to keep in touch with after HS, so this summer, you can bet I'll be calling your ass lol. I love you, stay beautiful. V Club forever =)

7. Best friends starting in 7th grade. I wish we could have gone to the same highschool because I think things might have been different and I know we wouldn't have drifted the way we did.  Of course, both of us being in band (go horns) didn't it easy. Plus, we were both super involved in other areas. Plus we were young, couldn't drive, and I for one wasn't allowed to do much. And now we're at diff. schools and I miss you a lot. Iknow we don't really keep up with all the details of our lives now... it's too much lol. However, I think we DO know and understand each others personalities to a T. But sometimes when I'm feeling like nobody loves me, you give me a call just to tell me you do, and its wonderful to know that.  You are also one of the people I will always want to keep in touch with. And hopefully this summer we can see more of each other. I think it'll be better as time goes on. You're classy, beautiful, and one of the most faithful ppl I know. I love you always =)

8. You are one of THE NICEST ppl I know. period. Not to sound ghettofabulous, but the great thing about you is that you are REAL. It's so understated but so very important. If I tell you something, i know its not gonna leave you. You have got my back way more than once.I'm glad we've been able to remain super close through everything.  I'm so glad I've gotten to know you so well since 9th grade because you have put a smile on my face every day. Thanks for being there.

9. I'm truly glad you're happy. I wish we could talk more, because I miss having you in my life. And I can only hope that you don't despise me for my mistake, because I live with it every day. Things are always awkward between us now, and I hate that. I dont know if it will ever be normal again. There might have been too many hurtful things done/said -from both of us.  But all we can do is look back on the good times, because we had a whole freakin lot lol. It's sometimes hard to come home because basically everywhere I go, I have a memory with you. And thats okay if we're okay. You were the most important person in my life for a long time and you'll always have a piece of me for that reason. We went through a lot. I hope that one day we can be great friends. yay for optimism.  You are a wonderful person, and you deserve the best.  Looks like you found it, and Im happy for you.

10. You are brutally honest and  I love it. You tell me what it is, straight up. It's a little scary at times but necessary.
10.1 Youre my buddy and I always wanna hang out with you when I come home. You ALWAYS listen to me and always have something to say in my defense, and it's appreciated. You know what I mean.
10.2 I liked you so much lol. If you hadn't been the mature one about things, I definitely wouldnt have been. Youre a little crazier now but youre still the same old rebel at heart. Have fun at UT & be safe.
10.3 I just met you but I already like you. You are gonna be the friend I know i can call up to go have some crazy fun with. Plus i love hearing your speeches because they're so freaking funny =)  youre great, skywalker.
10.4 lets go do laundry =) lol it wouldnt be the same without you. and theres definitely nobody i would rather get lost with. On*Star action lol

ok so i know it was only supposed to be 10... I cheated =)
real entry later. but i just needed to put things in perspective for a minute. this helped. i think only 3 of them read this thing. but still. 
it just helps to not take people for granted.
  

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