so apparently i'm bitter.
apparently.

one thing.
bitterness is always discribed as an aftertaste.

while you have me, i'm sweet -perhaps bittersweet.
like like anything great, the sweet is worth the bitter.
it's when you let me go, turn me loose, cast me off-

it's then that you taste the bitter.

and my dear,
you've not tasted that bitter.

I was in deffinite need of an awesome day and let me tell you...
God blessed me with a totally awesome, de-stressing- make me happy, wonderfully amazing day. But, ya know, that's not suprising because He's just that kind of guy!


i'd hug everyone if i could.... a picture of me hugging austin (___who is fun to molest in coffee shops ;-P ___) will have to suffice

... that you recieved a random phone calll asking if you could possibly help MTSU by registering early to test the new system.... such a hardship to take upon myself but i guess i can sacrifice and get in all the classes i want...
so i'll register today at 1:30 to help out my school..... he he he he

“Patience is waiting.

Not passively waiting.

That is laziness.

But to keep going when the going is

hard and slow

- that is patience.”

Anon

A ship in harbor is safe -- but that is not what ships are built for.
John A. Shedd, Salt from My Attic, 1928

The heart has its reasons which reason knows not of.

Blaise Pascal

so along with the fact that everyone else in my life is having a crisis at the moment, whether it be pet, school or family related, i got a call from my mother shortly after 9 tonight.....

my little cousin Parker (who doesn't like me because i'm a girl), had a bike accident today. he was life flighted to Nashville, but they think he only has a crack in his skull right behind the ear.

the details are sketch because he doesn't remember much and neither does his younger brother, micah. what we think happened is that they were riding at the road and a car came around the corner. micah pulled over and stopped, but parker didn't have time and kinda rearended him. the collision resulted in him hitting his head on the concrete pretty hard.

i was worried at first about my grandparents because i can't see them handling this too well. apparently mom had to go tell them because this all happened away from the farm at the boy's mother's house or something like that. crazyness.



that's micah.... i don't have a picture of parker.....
i know it's going to be okay..... it's just.... wow
i kinda takes the breath out of you to get that phone call

If you have love in your life it can make up for a great many things
you lack. If you don't have it, no matter what else there is, it's not
enough.

Ann Landers

so i felt like playing......
one of my friends got a really fun necklace from her boy for ...er i don't even remember why, but anyway... (focus).... pretty necklace.
it has two linked hearts.
now i have one similar to this one
that my parents gave me after a true love wait weekend at church.... and that was about the only type of linked necklaces that i was finding in my search for a necklace similar to hers..... .ger
i did find several pretty ones but everyone has something similar to this one from tiffany co


 
and this one is really fun


but ta da! i finally found it!!!
er.... kinda...... i really like this one!!!!! except not gold....


it's fun because the hears are linked but not in the same side by side way as everything else..... and it's really simply...... incredibly pretty!!

The Grand essentials of happiness are:
something to do,
something to love,

and something to hope for.
Allan K. Chalmers

i learn through teaching.
i fully grasp information that i can explain, and sometimes only grasp it through explaining it.
i'm happier in sharing what i know.
i forget what i don't share

hmm.... i think i'm going to have to think on that a while

WOOT WOOT!
Thank you O great Nathan!!!

A lot of people are afraid to say what they want.
That's why they don't get what they want.


-- Madonna


I want to be Happy!

"Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, but from the side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be loved."


not sure who said it, when or why....

but i like it

Hollywood is a place where they'll pay you 50,000 dollars for a kiss and 50 cents for your soul.


 **Marilyn Monroe**

i don't like it. i miss the numbers.

Every man wishes to be wise, and they who cannot be wise are almost always cunning.
--Samuel Jackson
photo from MTSUbrent

i want to go home.
to curl up in my daddy's lap and cry 'til the world is okay again.

What is love?