My Background

February 01 2006

OK, So here is the deal... i am in love with a great guy that my parents don't approve of and neither do my friends. Well, not all of them... most of them support me, even though they don't fully agree with my decisions...Anyways.. my parents told me that they want me to be happy... well, how am I supposed to be happy without this guy that fits so perfectly with my life? We get along so great and our schedules are pretty much the same. He makes me laugh constantly and we never fight. He knows exacly how to keep me happy and surprises me all the time. He knows what and how i am feeling and we really connect with one another. That's what i have been looking for.. for the last year! Now that I am happy, i have to keep it away from my family. Although I feel like it is a horrible thing to do, I don't feel like it is not all my fault. I wish they would just accept. Is anyone else in my situation?Now prom is coming up and my mom is trying to tell me that I am not going to be able to go to prom with him. Maybe I should take someone else and just meet up with him, you think? I don't think so. I can't handle lieing anymore and i want them to know. Forget all the people in the community. They never approve of what teenagers are doing and pretty soon  I will be away from this hell hole. College is  so much different. People don't care about things like this. That's why I can't wait until i graduate, go to college, and move away to Colorado with him.  I will give you more information when it comes to my mind. Right now I am just in awe because of him. I love him and no matter what I am going to be here for him. Somehow I will work this is out, right?