Life is.

March 21 2006
You get to make changes in your life, you have choices, but some things you just can't choose. Although at least now there are some things that I thought were totally baseless (if that's a word) and now I am finding that they at least have some validation. When you mess up, you deal with consequences and try not to let it keep you down. I HATE messing up. I hate messing up... I hate wanting to say things, wanting to get things out but just not having the will-power or courage to open them. I have chosen though, and I will.

Significance

March 22 2006
who wants to open wounds? when you mess up you hurt yourself and others around you sometimes. you have to clean out th infection sooner or later...or it'll get worse.. im praying for you.

36_Thoughtless

March 22 2006
So I guess you are a little dishonest...

Jeana Lewis

March 22 2006
Is it just me or are all of Chris' posts to you a little bit back-handed and cruel? I HATE messing up too. But I sure do it a lot. You would think I'd be getting used to it but I still beat myself up over it every time! Love you, Lady!

Jeana Lewis

March 22 2006
Why can't decide what to allow to affect us? Stuff just does. There is this constant input of ... stuff. Some of it rolls right of. Some of it knocks us flat. We don't get to choose at first. Our choices come with what we do after the damage. Band Aid anyone?