December 30 2005

Lets play TRUTH 0R DARE,
or just dare because nobody ever really
tells the truth anymore.
*One Tree Hill

"I hate you."
"I love you.
"You're a freak, you know that? Everyone says so. They always have."
"I'm trying not to be."


I'll spend my whole day getting ready,
T r y i n g to make myself look beautiful
So that you'll fall in love with me...
But I wont be surprised if you don't even notice me.

now the sky is turning blue
the stars they disappear
one by one as the daylights nears
and yes you're in my head
but that doesn't make you here

Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
And covered with a perfect shell
Such a charming, beautiful exterior
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect posture, but you're barely scraping by.

they're kind,
they at least have the decency to let you know
you're going no where

he looked at me and said,
"do you ever feel like you're working for something
you're never going to get. you shoot and miss kind of deal..
like, no matter what you can't have it, but that makes you
fight for it just a little bit more?"
i looked at him, stared at him for a second and replied,

A best friend is someone you can call in the middle of the night and tell them you killed someone and they would say where should we hide the body <3

so dry your eyes. clear your mind. you gotta take it one day at a time. dust off your heart. take it off the shelf. you gotta remember to love yourself.

If you're missing I will run away
cause I find myself in you
-Something Corporate

So, this is my life.
And I want you to know
that I am both happy and
sad and I'm still trying to
figure out how that could be.

I am very interested and fascinated
by how everyone loves each other,
but no one really likes each other.


I wanted you to fight for me. I wanted you
to say that there was no one else that you could
ever be with & that you wanted to be with me
* One Tree Hill *

its like acoustic guitars and faded
tube socks, worn down converse and
a broken in sweatshirt. Youre so last season
but baby I never follow the trends

I would also like to post something a friend of mine wrote.

' In the mist of this immensely to short break I got to thinking..why do the people that live in Newton think it's so boring and there is nothing to do here..yet when they leave for college or some other reason..they end up coming back..also..when someone new moves to Newton the first question people ask besides the person's name and where they came from is..'Why did you come to Newton?'..in a translated version..'Why on earth would you come to such a boring and small town like this..?'..well here's another way to look at it and maybe you should ask this question with a different meaning like..'Why did you come to Newton'..meaning 'Why would you come to such a town that is full of immature high-schoolers that have nothing better to do then make someone elses life miserable..?'

     The simple answer is this..we have nothing better to do..our entertainment is scrutinizing someone else for how they dress, or what they have supposedly done with someone..are we honestly that low with ourselves..can we not just forget about what other people say and get on with our own lives and only care about ourselves and the special ones that mean something to us..so what if you have an enemy..don't influence what you've heard onto someone else

     In reality you aren't hurting the other person..you're hurting yourself..you are making yourself one of the worst people you can be..and with an attitude like the one you have  won't get far in life...I'm not picking out people in particular because if we were all to be honest we all have talked about someone behind their back..

     So next time you think about saying something you shouldn't..think of what is to come in your future..you'll make the right decision then..

<333 Krista '

makes you think, huh? i just love her writing. But really, what this says doesn't just apply to us losers in Newton... It could really reach out to anyone. So take it to HEART...