My Last Day as a Carolinian

December 09, 2005

Well ya\'ll,

This is it. I am down to my past few hours in SC and I am having second thoughts. I am sure it is just human nature to question if I am doing the right thing, but I am not sure this time. 

The packing process is not yet finished, so I need to do that pronto. I will be updating when I get back to the \'Boro.

Better Than Yesterday

November 09, 2005

Things are finally starting to even back out. Aside from the Strep throat I had this weekend, I am doing reasonably well. School is almost over; which means that I am going home in 9 days! I can\'t hardly wait. 

My Big dream is continuing to evolve. Here has been a vision placed in Nathan\'s and my collective heart to see a Deeper group started at his church for the youth and young adults who are looking from something deeper than what the adverage sunday or youth service can give them. There are more than a few of our friends who are hungry for the deep things of God. If it is in His will, and we both believe it is, then we would like to lead the group and dive into the meaty stuff. Soaking, Intersession, Impartation... 

\"Deep crys out to deep in the roar of Your waterfalls; all Your waves and breakers have swept over me.\" -Psalm 42:7 

When will it end?!

October 30, 2005

I had my purse stolen today. I lost all by bank stuff, driver\'s licence, social security card, cell phone, checkbook and digital camera. This on top of everything else has me ready to give up. I just want to be home again. I just want to be home!

I\'ve found an Out!

October 26, 2005So, as long as Middle will take me, I am coming home! And getting out of science! God did a number on my heart. Because I am willing to let him control my dreams, I surrendered my plans for whatever He has in mind. And the dream from Marine Science is gone. I think he gave it to me so that I could move out here and find the Deeper group and grow like crazy! For months now I have been feeling the urge to find a place to get involved in ministry, so when the battle over Nate and the death of my grandmother became more than I could do without my family, God gave me permission to go home. Mom is really excited, and I will be looking for an apartment in the fall once I\'ve worked to save enough for rent. But anyhow, that\'s the plan.

Satan\'s Attack

October 14, 2005I need prayer. The attacks won\'t stop.