SCHLOPS

May 10, 2006

I love choir kids!!!  We had our "senior roast" today and it was so cute!  Randy, of course, had me and even though he did it last minutes (which frankly is to be expected) the things he said made me smile.  Because let's face, we have fun together.

Everybody went out last night too after the concert to Applebee's, which was a lot of fun!  It's not over either- we have all summer!

OH! & I heard Russell's coming home today!!!!!  So we have to get the group together REALLY SOON!  Shoey doesn't get home til right before graduation right?

Oh, & I was finishing my schedule; I had  to officially sign up for BritLit Honors and I wanted to take either ballroom dancing or scuba diving but they won't fit in my schedule.  I'm thinking West African dance though now....

Unplanned realities

May 06, 2006

Riddle me this: (haha)

I'm very bad about daydreaming... I just am. Half the time when people get mad at me for not paying attention to them, it's because I'm daydreaming.  Anytime a boy is involved though, things go the opposite.  Scenerio:  I wanted to see this boy at JazzFest. I don't like him but I do find him rather attractive- it happens.  Now, I didn't obsess over the kid but I did think about seeing him.... Then, I get there and I don't talk to him at all.  It's annoying.  So maybe if I hadn't thought about him at all, I would've spent the whole time with him.  :)  It just seems like things only turn out the way I'd like them too when the situation never crosses my mind.

Things never turn out the way you think they will; I guess God's making me see he's in control.

Untitled

May 03, 2006

CHRIS WON!!!!!!!!!!!

YAY!!!  I'm so happy for him!!  He's just great!

I'm ready to graduate and meet new people and move out ... and the same time, I'd rather not and I'm dreading it.

I like spending time with people I've known for a while but never really knew.

I HATE chi-squared... even though I don't know what it means. ( :) as I raise my hands like a lemur)

Any one going to JazzFest on Friday? I'm gonna go when I get off work.  Oakland plays at 7:40!

:) I updated.

i like crazy times at taco bell & meaningful conversations at sarah's

December 30, 2005

i hate boys. 

i hate that i'm attracted to boys that just hurt me.

i hate becoming emotional with the prospect of a relationship.

i can't stand boys that cheat.

i can't stand boys that don't really cheat cause you weren't even really together.

i can't stand them.

yet when i'm with them, i adore them.

i hate that too.

Mostly for Advice That I Need

November 24, 2005
Okay, I have a question..... & I want a real answer..... I want to be able to read it and understand you more.  Not the person that you might falsely portray or the person you want me to think you are, but the person that YOU ARE.  My question doesn\'t pertain to your life as a whole or how you would look back at it in 50 years.  I want to know on a day by day basis.

--What is your motivation for living a Christian life?

Keep in mind, that living a Christian life is very different from simply being a Christian.  I\'ll tell you mind next post

By the way, I\'m sad....  & I shouldn\'t be.  The reason I am is dumb & besides it\'s Thanksgiving, right?  I\'m thankful for all of you! :)