hmmmm

February 15, 2006i have been doing some thinking lately... lots of stuff really tonights main thing was how unprepared for life/college i am not good its kinda scary.... help!

Birthday

January 23, 2006So yeah my birthday is in 2 weeks... this means i will be 18 and I guess the most exciting part is i will be able to be a waitor then... other than i am wondering if i should have a party or not. so let me know what ya'll think or plan your own for me... lol.
Ben

life

January 15, 2006well lets see whats been happenin lately... well yesterday was
homecoming... then ate and saw glory road... crashed a party and me and mr mitchell went muddin in the ole honda accord she's kinda dirty now whoops... other than that lately has been alot of thinkin... college
soon and i am kinda scared i haven't been the new kid since feb 7, 1988
(my b-day) always the same town, same school, same house, now a whole new city is exciting but scary too. that also has brought questions
like where is my life headed will i be happy get my dreams and goals.
that also scares me cause what if i fail or dont get exactly what i
want. lots of times i cover this stuff up with comedy but here its i me
letting it out i am scared and need to figure things out.

Ben

SNOW!!!

January 14, 2006well maybe not for me but seems like everybody else did in m'boro. i see picture's of a freakin 3 foot tall snow man and me not even a snow flake on the ground... i was pretty dissapointed. well its late and i got church in the morning see ya.
Ben

Untitled

January 09, 2006

well i must say i was a little disapointed with the respinse last time anyways its all good. really i guess it may have sounded like i was kinda weird but really i just like to meet new people so thats what i wanted just somebody that maybe also likes to meet new people or w/e anyways gotta get back to learning cause i am at school.

Ben
PS if you know how to add video on here let me know i got a great video i want to show but i cant get it to work.