Chris Slate,
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hmm i do this:... guitar, soccer, god, sing, act, umm... find my place in life... thats all
Bands/Artists
fallout boy, hawthorne heights, anberlin, weezer, senses fail... stuff like that
Movies
ladder 49, phantom of the opera, lords of dogtown, and the cat in the hat... heck yeh
Books
me... ? read...? hah!
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September 29, 2005
ok so yeh... today is the 29th... the 15th will be the 30th day of me being grounded... meaning it hasnt even been 15 days and it feels like a lifetime... i miss my life
well actually...
i still do a lot... went to eat with friends 2 days after i was grounded... went to the football game... went and hung out with liz and randy... umm yeh.... a lot of stuff... but im still apperantly \"grounded\"... sara gets ungrounded the 15th of October... so she only got 30 days... thats what i HAD too... but then i got an additional 30 days for punching a hole in my wall.... the hole isnt even that big *cough*
but yeh... i still have a life... i can talk on the phone.... most of the time... watch tv... listen to music... i still have my guitars... all of them... the only thing i havent been able to do is get on the coputer... oh wait... im on it... so i guess i can still do everything... hmm... well ill update u on my life... well... what uv missed...
me and sara broke up... i found out she was still doin drugs... a major NO in my books... drugs are for hoes and hoes arent for me... (shut up paul... i know what ur thinkin) but yeh... me and her are OVER... ill give the female update at the end of my life update...
my 2nd period teacher refused to give me .01 points on my final grade and he gave some other guy 25 extra points on his final average to so called \"keep his reputation\" so hes a hoe... i dont like that teacher.... hes the one u always read about me fighting with...
oakland has introduced me to some of the coolest people in the world... kayla, kelsey s.,kelsey j, lauren, but most of all... i definately think the one i would have to give the Oakland Favorite Award too... is Katie Kimbell... shes cool... a friend of pauls... i used to think she was a snob... but im glad i got to know her... but yeh....
variety show went over awesome... i was impressed
sara is mad at me now... who knows why... but i really dont care... i have 2 years left at oakland and im not gonna waste them on petty stupid drama.... and she definately has pettystupiddrama-itis... so yeh...
and im goin to the oakland lavergne game tomorrow night... so go with me...
ok thats all that i can think of now....
the female update:
well sara is out... lauren likes me... and yeh... i kinda like her... but idk... theres things about her... but shes an amazing person... but idk... ill give that time... i was told that a girl named ellain liked me... i didnt believe it and then ellain told me for herself 2 days ago... but one problem with that... shes talkin to another guy... and from what iv heard hes gonna ask her out like any day now... theres one girl... (shell remain nameless) shes been on my mind a lot... i could definately see myself with her... but the problem... shes a senior... shes 17... and shes kinda semi-taken by someone... so that sucks... so yeh... right now im single... and i love it... power to the single guys... lol... but yeh... thats all
im gonna go back to my total antigrounded life... farewell...
Quick Remark:
September 09, 2005ok... a few things
1: some people make mistakes ... actually... ALL people do
we cant hold people accountable for what they did when weve dont so much worse...
yeh iv done bad... really bad... iv changed.... but i still cant hold people responsible when they go get high or something... iv been in that boat... so i cant call them stupid and tell them i hate them and what not... but i can tell you this... from experience... i know it seems fun for the moment... i know it hurts the day after... i know that u dont want to do it again... but u still do... and i know that life is a million times better when ur not involved with those things... turn your head upward... look to god... he will make your lives better... and drugs and drinking is NOT better...
2: friends fall away... me and jessica... were still the best of friends in the whole wide world... i would die for her i would hope she would do the same... shes awesome... im soooo effin glad shes my friend... shes been like a sister to me since we met... a lot of things i have or havent done have been considered with her in mind... not my mom... not my dad... not my girlfriend... her... jessica ryanne hunter... but the thing is... i had other friends... not as good of friends... but other ones... we would hang out all the time.. some of the funnest time in my life were with them... and something would happen... we would stop talkin on the phone... we would stop hangin out on fridays... then on saturdays... then stop all together.... then we barely talked... before u know it... u have trouble remembering there last name... yeh... iv had frinds like that.... alot of them... and i look back at them now... and theyre all dealing with what i was talking about in the first part... and they would have gotten me involved... theres a reason we make and lose friends... we make friends to be an example to them or for them to be one to us... its our choice which one we choose... i chose to be an exaample... i didnt smoke... didnt drink... nothing... i was a positive example to the best of my ability... and i challenge you all to be a positive one too...
3: god is an awesome god... he changes the worst of muck to the richest of gold... the poor to the rich.. the homeless to the housed... the followers to the leaders... and trust me... im a walking, talking, breathing ,living testimony... yeh... u read the first part... iv been in those shoes... iv been where you all have been... trust... iv gone through just about everything u can in a lifetime... drug addiction, gangs, depression, suicide attempts, a lot of stuff... and u know what i did... i decided not to live the life that made me sad... mad... depressed... just so lost and confused... i gave it all away... i gave it all to god... and my life has been awesome ever since...
another thing with him is that he blesses the ones who bless him... hes given friends of mine money (more than 2000 dollars at one time) to get cars... to get gas... to get food... to get anything they wantes... simply because they gave him what they could... and he blessed them... its amazing how that works... u give ur life to him... he makes all warm and bubbly inside... hehe... well yeh... gods amazing... leave ur life to him... ull be so much happier...
4: life will be hard... no matter what you do... who you live with... what you have... anything... ur life will be hard at times... ur not gonna be able to live a life that only involves smiles and laughter... we will all go through our storms... we will all have our fights to fight and our wars to win.. life wont be perfect no matter what... and one thing that people need when they go through those times are friends... 2 of my friends right now are goin through a hard time... ashley... zach... im here... just call... anytime... same with anyone else... just call... even if i dont know u... i love to talk to people... just call... 9049502...
thats all that i really have to say... i hope that this will help someone... because even the words out of my mouth helped me...
Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.
- Matthew 6:34
^^if only you knew how much that verse has helped me lately^^
September 06, 2005I got another confession to make... Im your fool...
my life gets better
the days get brighter
the sun shines a little more throught the clouds
the rain dies
the fog fades
broken hears are mended
broken dreams are soon fulfilled
lives restored
remade
reborn
.... and i can live
once more
and for some reason....
the next storm does it all again
the waves are much more than a hurrican
katrina? hah!
these storms make Katrina look like a mist
the tsunami was a drop in the flood of sorrow im faced with
\"and what starts such a storm?\" you may ask...
one thing
a small thing
yet a large thing
an inevitable thing...
a confusing thing
a thing of many pieces
but a thing to make you complete
love
L. O. V. E.
its only that...
one word...
causing the worst of nightmares
and the best of dreams...
just one word
one feeling
one life
one LOVE
Is someone gettin the best, the best, the best of you?
