Yuck.

June 28, 2007I feel gross. Very gross. Yet I know that if I go to the doctor, nothing will be wrong. I just saved myself 20 bucks.

Phone-less

June 27, 2007

I have no clue where my phone is. Either someone jacked it at work or it fell out of my purse somewhere. Grr... If anyone needs me, shoot me an e-mail or call the house. If you're my real friend, you'll have the number... ;)

 

*EDIT* I found it. 

Doomed to be a waitress

June 09, 2007I feel amazingly... unproductive. An acquaintance from High School is in LA auditioning for whatever he can. He is taking a risk and pursuing his dream. He was going to play it safe and be a pharmacist, but he is doing what he loves because he can't not do it. 

 

And what am I doing? I am working at Blue Coast Burrito-- where I get treated like crap by the owner's wife-- and sitting on my dreams. Roosting. I am roosting. I am not going to auditions. I am not even writing my story I was SO excited about.  I am still excited, but I just can't seem to get past this block.

 

So, I have to ask the question: Am I actually talented? Could I make it? I have answered myself in this, and because of my answer I am not looking for auditions. I don't see a point.

 

Please, reader, don't answer the above question. That would mortify me. Just think to yourself: If God gave you a talent, even one that is weak and small, is it a sin to not do anything with it because you have tried and failed so many times you feel depressed at the thought of getting rejected again?

 

My friend and I have coffee every week and plan our big breaks. How he will write a character just for me and let me be his star, and he will achieve his dreams. Will it happen? Oh God! Will it happen? 

CD Love

June 05, 2007

I ordered eight CDs for $52. I am very proud of myself.

 

Chris is gone to camp, and they hate media there. Thus, I am quite alone. You know, because none of YOU PEOPLE call me and invite me to things. I am the black sheep unless attached to one of the Chrises.

 

That's too bad, because I am a lot of fun.

Yes.

May 31, 2007I went to Florida. It was awesome. Now I have to work a lot. Call me and we will hang out.