just let me...

"so you think you can you love me & leave me to die"

 ive been thinking about that phrase,what a powerful statement, and right now i feel if i could speak out my life in one sentence, this is it. im left with the love that leaves me hurting, but hurting might be what i need.

ill elaborate on this later.

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bbs

hey. so life , my life is very ..chaotic right now.

 some of you guys have asked me whats up w. me,

& that i am acting funny, & yea, tell me bout it , i know.

its just like i have actually desired to clean, and i crave foods, and i have been very desicive, and moody .. but i dont really know whats going on with me much more than you do, well... i know what is going on, but i am not sure why really.

  its funny i cant explain much but in my quiet time with God i havent heard much, everytime i have i do quiet time this prayer request that ive been praying comes up, and it troubles me. and i really desire  to hear this request answered, and i would give up what i want out of it, just to have God answer with favor of my request even if it meant i had nothing to do with it for the rest of my life i would do it.

   im getting off here a few days, however long it takes, still be on myspace once in awhile, but i think what im looking for im not going to find here. God bless you guys, have a great week.

 -E-

" all my soul needs is all your love to cover me.

so all the world will see i am nothing , i am nothing without you."

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Rip Shelby & Jamie.

we lost 2 cw girls in a car accident, i didnt know them, but  everyone say a prayer for their families.

 ps. 56:8 says that God numbers our tears,

that he collects them in a jar.

I know God hears our cries, and there will many tears in Dickson county for these girls. God will hear us.

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hurry home

i have been rushing to get home

 cause you are by yourself, just on your own.

no telling what will happen when our lives arent so close,

 its by all means a decision, a path we both chose.

 im doing double time.babe, you've been on my mind!

there's more than just a line

 than why we can't be fine.

 please hurry home. im here sitting, wishing,thinking.

and im alone.

i know you know a lot about how i feel,

you've seen  i don't shoot straight , and still expect a kill.

and i know from what you tell me

 that theres more of me in you than just a memory,

i know you aren't as strong as I'd like to think.

 by the way darling your ring is still by the sink.

that pillow of yours you left it on  my bed,

i guess til you decide its time to again rest your head.

 but we won't make it til we get some things straight,

babe some day i'd like to come home would you open the doors if im home to late?

so when are you coming home or will you just wait outside  the driveway? i ve said what i need to say, and i guess im just waiting on yesterday today.

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Chuck Norris!

"In the eyes of a ranger,
The unsuspected stranger
Had better know the truth of wrong from right,
Cuz the eyes of a ranger are upon you,
Any wrong you do he's gonna see,
When youre in Texas look behind you,
Cuz that's where the rangers are gonna be."

so i thought it was neccassary since i am going to marry this man's partner in Crime!:)

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