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you won't get it
December 11, 2008You will never get it.
No you can’t understand.
Not by any conversation, or touch of a hand.
I hurt, but I’m okay.
No words can describe what I have to say.
It can not wait, I can not take this…
The sad thing is you’ll never get it.
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I can't really love her.
December 11, 2008Is it possible that I will ever be able to love her completely?
I love her, but so many times I feel this inner twined hatred within me when she is around. I just feel like I can’t fully love her because of who she is. And that is my problem. I can’t stand that I can’t really love her.
Yesterday was act 1 since she’s been home. All out screaming, and fighting! Tears fill my eyes. I hate it. I can’t take it. My mother gets so upset, and she shouldn’t be crying and stressed like this. It hurts me to see that. She hurts people, she ruins friendships, she is a liar, but She is my sister.
But honestly, this is my problem…. I can’t love her like I should. I have tried so many times. What’s wrong with me?
so. there's something i needda say
November 23, 2008i'm pretty sure most of you all know, and i really feel like it's time to announce it to you all publicly.the way i say it may be kinda strange...
so his name is Dominic Joseph Ruffino.he is a musician, very talented. Junior class president, so smart.Sweet, funny, warm.
I lub him.
He makes me laugh. he makes me smile. We are crazy together, just being by his side :) is wonderful.
and well. its been 3 months with him. since friday. and i gotta say i've never been so content.
Vacation
November 18, 2008 I seriously need a vacation, no joke. I can’t take one to like Florida, although, it is probably what I need.But I need something, before I break down again. I’m in school so no long trips to Gatlinburg, but maybe to Cumberland camp, or a friend w. no siblings house.I don’t think I’ll be okay it if something doesn’t happen. If I can get coach P.’s permission I’m about to get some running shorts, and go run in the gym during school. I really need it.
Have you ever felt like this? I think it’s overload of some sort. I’m not to overworked, i mean school is stressful, yearbook has taken a lot out of me, school play friday & saturday, and theres 2 christmas songs i have a month to choreograph and perfect. but its not that bad really...but then if I wasn’t why am I in such need, of a vacation, or a revolution?
Anybody have any suggestions? Bubble baths don’t do too much for me, music has done a lot for me with learning 3 instruments its been relaxing and I am planning on having an ice cream date tomorrow after school, that is , if my parents say yes to it. But I need a change in atmosphere, setting or a revolution of some sort.
