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OK so I have been avoiding doing this forever cuz i know ill leave something out.. but o well... lol...

Camp was absolutely amazing... it has 100% changed my life!! I went to camp completely ready to give up on life ENTIRELY.... and now im so filled with peace and joy... Its amazing! Every year i go to camp have this great "experience" come home and forget about it... but this year... its different... Im having that experience EVERY DAY!!! Oh-ma-gah! Its crazy....

OK so i went to camp and i "got rid of  my evil influences".. then i came home... and they were still there.. there is this one situation that has been affecting everything about my life for about a year now.. and i ditched it at camp.. BUT... i came home.. and it was still here.... so i had to work soooo hard to overcome that.. and its still a struggle but things are getting sooo much better and i feel sooo much peace... WOW....

Camp was sooo much fun... I really got alot closer with some of the FWC crowd.. like Ashley, Alicia, Meghan, Justin and Hannah!! Also I started hanging out with Turning Point kids and I love them to death!!! Im starting to go to TP on Sunday nights now... Im really excited about it.. even though i had a rough start there.. lol....

The evangalist was the best speaker i have ever heard... he was amazing!!! If you ever get the chance to hear Ron Rhoads speak.. drop everything and GO... God has a hold on that man's life like no other!!

The games were fun...

I took a millions pictures...

And oh yeh. .the girls kicked butt toilet papering the place even after Kenny caught us... PLUS... none of the guys know about everything we got away with. .hahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!

anyways.. yes camp was amazing and i cant wait for kids camp now.. lol

love you guys!!!!

meag

PS Do any of you believe in ghosts?? (this is in reference to a camp devotion....)

PSS

• Who needs scented candles?? WE.. have rotting brains... FORGET the TV!! WE... can count maggots squirming on that silver platter!!
  


• he has just killed a dead kid!!
  


• Yea... come hear me preach! Ill literally preach you to death!!
  


• There is just something about dead people- they can't do anything for themselves- I mean she just laid there like she had nothing to get up for!!!
  


• Man, God, aren't you glad you've got me??  I can't believe you didn't think of it yourself!!! God, you are SO blessed to have me!!!

OK now i want to briefly say something to a few friends...

Hannah Breaux- ok so i went to camp thinking how amazing you are and how i wish you were my friend but i kept seeing you as this unnaproachable perfect freak! lol (sorry) anyways.. you became a great friend of mine last week and i love you to DEATH!!!!!

Meghan Breaux- ok so i already loved you and you were already one of my best friends but im really glad we got to bunk so close and hang out together... your amazing..

Alicia Amirian- did you know you are beautiful and funny and just amazing?? i loved getting to spend time with you... thanks so much for listening to me..

Becca Hicks- my bestest friend... even though you left me for Turning Point.. its ok.. i still love you... i had so much fun with you.. and i loved practically living in your dorms.. lol thanks for not kicking me out.. your amazing...

Allie- I had met you before.. but i really got to hang out with you this past week and you accepted me soooo well... you really are amazing and talented and beautiful and funny.. lol... thanks for being amazing.....

BJ- ok so from what ive heard.. your a nerd.. lol BUT you really brightened my week and then my day again sunday night... you remembered my name after i had spent ALL week feeling soooo lonely and invisible then sunday night you attacked me with a hug and asked me to come back... your amazingly sweet... thanks so much for being you!!!

Cherry Harris- wow.. ok so i went to camp expecting to hate you.. alot like you did with me.. and i know that we dont have the best of terms on how we know each other... but you are truly and amazing girl... slate is soooo lucky to have someone like you... you are absolutely beautiful and dont let anyone ever tell you otherwise.. also your funny. you kept me laughing all week even went i felt soooo down and invisible... (UGH) you are amazing.. and i really do love that we became friends... i love you!!! oh and thanks for not kicking me out of your dorm.. lol!! (ps guess who's cute? guess who i like??? hahaha... gah im pathetic!!! lol)

anways.. gotta run.. i have sooo much for to say but ive gotta go... ttyl...

love always,

meag

ps fifty seven-seven is AMAZING.. check them out!!!!

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Well fine arts was great... my choir and ensemble took first and advanced to nationals... my drama, human video and solo didnt... i was really hoping to make it with my solo.. but life... happens..... im really excited about nationals.. i cant wait to see jon.....

i held zay's hand.. *giggle giggle* lol... (rebbecca.."noooo, not.... DRATS!)

thank you sooooo much those of you who came to hear me sing... stephen.... THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU..... marybeth thanks for making a point to be there too.. your amazing... there were a couple other people i reeeeeeeeeeeeallly wanted to be there but couldnt make it because of paul and linda's duet... but yeh... i guess it happens.....

i cant handle life.....

really...

i

just

cant.......

rebecca jensen's hv solo sums it up for me... it had me in tears... but what is new lately for me???

Is there anyone that fails 
  Is there anyone that falls 
  Am I the only one in church today feelin' so small 
  
  Cause when I take a look around 
  Everybody seems so strong 
  I know they'll soon discover 
  That I don't belong 
  
  So I tuck it all away, like everything's okay 
  If I make them all believe it, maybe I'll believe it too 
  So with a painted grin, I play the part again 
  So everyone will see me the way that I see them 
  
  CHORUS 
  Are we happy plastic people 
  Under shiny plastic steeples 
  With walls around our weakness 
  And smiles to hide our pain 
  But if the invitation's open 
  To every heart that has been broken 
  Maybe then we close the curtain on our stained glass masquerade 
  
  Is there anyone who's been there 
  Are there any hands to raise 
  Am I the only one who's traded 
  In the altar for a stage 
  
  The performance is convincing 
  And we know every line by heart 
  Only when no one is watching 
  Can we really fall apart 
  
  But would it set me free 
  If I dared to let you see 
  The truth behind the person 
  That you imagine me to be 
  
  Would your arms be open 
  Or would you walk away 
  Would the love of Jesus 
  Be enough to make you stay 
  
  CHORUS 2x 
  
  But if the invitation's open 
  To every heart that has been broken 
  Maybe then we close the curtain on our stained glass masquerade 
  
  Is there anyone that fails 
  Is there anyone that falls 
  Am I the only one in church today feelin' so small 
  

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CHRIS YOUNG DAY KICKS BUTT!!!!

everyone watch nashville star next tuesday at 9:00 ill be on it!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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IM SIXTEEN.... there is no difference... ugh not fair!

and yes that is the FIRST pic of me bieng 16.....

love you all, meag

ps i miss my best friend.... alot

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