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since kids who stutter can't get jobs
21 hours agoi'm stuck in this rut.
messed up my job interview because i kept stuttering.
it's pretty horrible.
i'm extremely afraid for my future
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2 days agoha i got on her after not being on her for a few weeks and didn't read half the lovelyness you people wrote. lol sorry. anyhow i'm with carmen all the stuff we put on her these days is no fun, it doesn't make me LOL if you know what i mean. SO i felt i should say something random to lighten up the darkness...lets see....something random.....i think this is the first time i've blanked at something random to say...____ how sad is that! well sorry i couldn't help lighten up the darkness, maybe next time.Vacation
2 days ago I seriously need a vacation, no joke. I can’t take one to like Florida, although, it is probably what I need.But I need something, before I break down again. I’m in school so no long trips to Gatlinburg, but maybe to Cumberland camp, or a friend w. no siblings house.I don’t think I’ll be okay it if something doesn’t happen. If I can get coach P.’s permission I’m about to get some running shorts, and go run in the gym during school. I really need it.
Have you ever felt like this? I think it’s overload of some sort. I’m not to overworked, i mean school is stressful, yearbook has taken a lot out of me, school play friday & saturday, and theres 2 christmas songs i have a month to choreograph and perfect. but its not that bad really...but then if I wasn’t why am I in such need, of a vacation, or a revolution?
Anybody have any suggestions? Bubble baths don’t do too much for me, music has done a lot for me with learning 3 instruments its been relaxing and I am planning on having an ice cream date tomorrow after school, that is , if my parents say yes to it. But I need a change in atmosphere, setting or a revolution of some sort.
Bad days...
3 days agoSo today I had an Algebra II test. Only, I know that I failed it because I only got half way through it. I knew what I was doing and how to work the problems, and I was checking everything after I finished the problem so that I know I had the answer right because she is so picky about things. The thing is, it always takes me a couple of hours to do my homework, and she gave us around the equivalent of a homework lesson to do in less than an hour. I asked her if I could finish it later, and she said that I couldn't because everyone else who didn't finish it would want to finish it too. Of course, they would... it's not fair for us to get a bad grade on something we know how to do. This will be the first time in a long time for me to fail a test, so I've been upset all day. My teacher only gives us a couple of test grades per term, which means I'm probably going to lose my 4.0 GPA because she wouldn't let me finish a test that I know I could do. I'm hoping she's going to change the way she grades the test, because I've worked too hard to let one test ruin things for me. I don't know. Hopefully later this week will be a little better than today was. Wish me luck everyone. I hope you had a better day than me.do you do this on purpose?
5 days agou know, i was just a few steps away from being out of the water. exhausted, and starved, i moved toward the shore. i was almost safe.
but then u came up and pulled me back down and out in your rip tide. i never saw it coming, and i didnt have a chance. i couldnt swim out, one look and i was sucked under
which way is up?
when i was finally out of your under toe, i found myself floating in the middle of the sea, confused and alone.
an occasional airplane passed overhead, proving that civilization was still somewhere around me. but no real answers, and no help.
well, im tired of treading water, waiting for help, waiting for you to push me back above water and keep my head up.
im swiming. i dont know exactly where yet, couldnt tell you where the shore might be, but im swimming. ill get out by myself.
and you will will catch me again when i am finally only waist deep.
U.S. and Islamic Banking
7 days agoU.S. Interest in Shariah Finance Opens Dangerous Doors, Critics Say
Thursday, November 13, 2008

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Shariah-compliant banking, sometimes called Islamic banking, is growing in popularity in the Western and Islamic worlds. But critics say American interest in the system at a time of economic crisis is opening the door to increased Islamic influence in the American banking system. Worse yet, some fear the banks may be helping to finance international terrorism.
In Shariah-compliant banking, lenders may not charge interest and investors cannot make money from forbidden industries like gambling, alcohol, pork and pornography. Selling debt, devising derivatives and short selling are also prohibited, and investments must be closely tied to actual assets.
In the U.S., the Dow Jones Islamic Index tracks Shariah-compliant companies and funds, and funds have sprung up like the Amana Mutual Funds Trust and the Azzad Asset Management.
American investment funds, like those offered by TD Ameritrade and Charles Schwab, can invest in Shariah-compliant companies, and those companies can offer investments in American companies. Top holdings in the Azzad Ethical Midcap Fund, for example, include Western Digital Corp., Southwest Electric Co. and Apple Computer, Inc.
But allowing Shariah-compliant finance in the U.S. is green-lighting a seditious system that supports jihad, said Frank Gaffney, founder and president of the Center for Security Policy in Washington, D.C.
"If you understand what Shariah is, you understand that it is a pretty awful system. Not something that you'd want insinuated in your society and becoming a major feature of your economic system," Gaffney said.
"Shariah (Islamic law as dictated by the Koran) governs all aspects of life, from the personal practice of the faith to how you relate to your family to how you relate to your business partners, to your community ... all the way up to how the world is run, and it is all one seamless program. You can't say 'I'll take the personal pietistic practice ... and skip the beheading and the flogging and the stoning and the global theocracy,'" he said.
Punishments for some crimes under Shariah law include amputation and stoning to death. On Tuesday it was revealed that a 53-year-old Egyptian doctor had been sentenced under Shariah law in Saudi Arabia to 15 years in prison and 1,500 lashes for allegedly getting a Saudi princess in his care addicted to drugs.
But despite Islamic banking's association with Shariah's harsh practices, the U.S. government is taking an interest in it.
On Oct. 25, while on an official visit to Saudi Arabia, Deputy Secretary of the Treasury Robert M. Kimmitt told reporters that the U.S. was interested in learning more about Islamic finance, and the Treasury Department held an "Islamic Finance 101" course in Washington on Nov. 6 to educate government officials on its ins and outs.
Islamic banking and investment products sprang up beginning in the 1970s when the Middle East experienced its first oil boom, and have been growing in popularity as oil prices soared in the past few years.
Yet it's unclear who is investing in Shariah-compliant mutual funds and other investments, Gaffney said. "An awful lot of them seem to be petrodollar-rich potentates and companies and royal families."
Nicholas Kaiser, fund manager at Amana Mutual Funds Trust in Bellingham, Wash., said that his company's Shariah-compliant mutual fund products are no different from any other religious funds and that the company carefully screens its investors.
"Our shareholders are American. We don't take money from non-Americans because of money-laundering laws. We have to know our shareholders and be sure they aren't engaged in nefarious activities. We screen and check and verify every shareholder," Kaiser said.
He disagrees with Gaffney's assertion that Islamic funds are a threat to the American way of life.
"We simply take people's money, invest it and give it back to them when they want it. We don't try and convert the country. We don't have any religious position. We aren't evangelical. We aren't zealots. We're money managers," Kaiser said. "I happen to be Episcopalian."
Azzad Asset Management declined to be interviewed for this story.
Estimates put the Islamic banking industry in the hundreds of billions of dollars. And while it's a small portion of the global finance industry, the Islamic sector is growing — by more than 30 percent in 2007.
A board of Shariah scholars determines which investments are compliant.
As Shariah law forbids charging interest, Shariah-compliant mortgages, like those offered by Devon Bank in Chicago and Guidance Residential, which operates in 23 states, are attracting pious Muslim buyers.
In one type of Shariah-compliant mortgage the bank buys a home and then either leases or re-sells it to the purchaser in monthly installments — interest-free, but at a higher price.
The bank's profit and the buyer's payments wind up being similiar to what they would be if the bank charged interest, said Ibrahim Warde, adjunct professor of international business at Tufts University.
"In the Koran there's a verse saying that making money from trade is good and making money from money lending is not, so basically whenever transactions are structured, they are sales transactions," he said.
Rachel Ehrenfeld, director of the American Center for Democracy, said that whether they're sound investments or not, conforming to Shariah shouldn't be American policy.
"We should not allow Islamic banking to continue and definitely not to flourish in this country," Ehrenfeld said.
"Muslims in the United States who want to conduct their business according to Islamic banks can do it with mortgages ... but to allow Islamic banking as a rule to operate — it's our money and we shouldn't be abiding by Islamic laws. Period. I don’t want to have any kind of association with any laws that dictate wife-beating in Saudi Arabia," she said.
Ehrenfeld said that the practice of "zakat" — giving alms to the poor — while innocent on the surface can in fact be used to promote terrorism and the spread of radical Islam.
She said that that the money the Shariah banks give to charities goes to build madrassas and mosques and spread radical Islam and anti-American sentiment.
"They also send money to Hamas. They also send money to Al Qaeda," she said. "This is a huge Pandora's box. We don't know what the hell is going on with their charities ... even if nobody will say openly that they're giving money to terrorism."
In June, the Kuwait-based charity Revivial of Islamic Heritage Society was designated by the U.S. Treasury for providing money and material support to Al Qaeda, its affilitates and to acts of terrorism.
"It is illegal for anyone in the United States to provide funds to charities that have been designated by the Treasury Department as supporters of terrorism under Executive Order 13224. If the Treasury Department has information that anyone in the United States were engaged in such activity, we would take appropriate action," said Treasury spokesman Andrew DeSouza.
Warde, however, said that there is no reason to think that all Islamic financial institutions have terrorist ties.
"There are some people who equate all things Islamic to terrorism," he said. "Some people look at the world that way. We've seen that during the presidential campaign with the insinuations that Obama was a Muslim, therefore a terrorist. I don't think we should give much credence to that."
He said critics are not being fair to the system.
"People who don't like Islam and who are afraid of Islam would obviously not like the notion of Islamic finance. I'm not sure that those who hold this view necessarily know much about it, but it's some kind of visceral view that some people hold," Warde said.
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November 11, 2008This song really means a lot to me. & i just thought i'd post it because its been on my mind lately.
While i'm waiting..
Could it be...
November 11, 2008That I really don't fit in?
I always thought that I was the type of person who could talk to just about anyone, and I can... but I'm beginning to realize that I don't fit in with everyone. I stand by myself in the afternoons in the bus lot. Sometimes I'll go and stand with a group and talk to a couple of people, but it always seems that I don't have my own social group to stand with. It's kind of troubling to only know one or two people of a group. I have friends that I spend most of the day with, sure, but they are all car riders or ride an early bus... and in a way, I don't really belong with their "social standards" either. It works for me though. Is it normal to be more independent than others?
Ok no more
November 11, 2008I know what i want in life.
I know who I won't as my savior.
I know who I need.
I need no one.
I can make it with out everyone but Jesus.
Tell me I'm confused!
I dare you....
Am I angry?
You bet.
I'm sick of people running their mouth.
If you have something to say about me...
SAY IT TO ME!
"For The Rest Of My Life." ~ Ben Gibbard and Rilo Kiley
November 10, 2008The title is a song^
It has little to do with this thought entry,
but yet so much.
I find myself writing on here because nobody I know of, other than Kaelynn gets on here...
/flip\
I'm always stuck in this delima. Wether to stay or to go. I'm sick of restarting my life. I had a negative attitude about FL until a few months ago. I don't know what happened. I guess my thought process changed when I got established here. I don't always have stuff to do, or places to go, but I have people here that mean alot to me, and I know how bad I would hurt them if I would go.
I guess it depends on how badly my grandma really needs my help. A week is not long enough to make such an important decision. I'm going to be 18 in July! My life BEGINS! in July!
Wether I go to college or not...Moving out of my parents...It's going to be big..And I'm scared of failing..
Florida seems like a safe bet because I have Britany, There's colleges all over the place, And I actually know the roads now! lol. I need to make this decision based on me and my future. Not somebody elses feelings. I've learned you can't make decisions based on somebody elses feelings...it just doesn't work. You have to do what's good for you longterm.
Fuckin-a.
Read About Victoria Negrete
November 09, 2008Victoria Negrete: Successful, Top-Level Latina ExecutiveVictoria Negrete is a multitalented, professional business leader with a long trajectory in Latin American Sociology and International “Inter-Cultural Relations which she has applied to “filling needs” in International Business.
Victoria Negrete began her studies at The International University’s campuses in Mexico City, Mexico and San Diego, California. Immediately thereafter, Victoria Negrete was able to prove her aptitude for international business developing import export initiatives for one of Mexico’s premier marble manufacturing companies.
But Victoria Negrete was restless in pursuing her creative side as well. So Victoria Negrete began what would be a very successful career working with top international film and movie producers, such as Dino De Laurentis and Universal Studios, CBS and Michael Douglas. Over the next 10 years, Victoria Negrete worked on a record- breaking 54 films for TV and Cinema including “Alfred Hitchcock Presents,” “Honey I Shrunk the Kids,” “James Bond – License Revoked,” and “Rambo,” as well as working on musical videos for the Rolling Stones and Latino rock stars such as Luis Miguel and Emmanuel. Victoria Negrete also discovered a need for first class mobile dressing rooms for the stars, and so launched what became the premier mobile dressing room company in Latin America, “Cinema Convoy.”
Victoria Negrete’s success earned her a reputation as a “Hot Shot” producer. This allowed Victoria Negrete to start her own production company, “Producciones Bionicas, S.A.,” which specialized in the production of Latino Marketing Communications in general with a focus on advertising production for major American advertising agencies including McCann Ericson, J. Walter Thompson, BBDO, and Young and Rubicam. Victoria Negrete quickly became as well known for her talent in Latin American advertising, as well as in the motion picture business, and became a founding member for Mayer Carreola, S.A., a boutique advertising agency which is successful to this day (Carreola, S.A.). Victoria Negrete managed creative productions for international corporations such as L’Oreal, Kodak and Pepsi Cola.
Victoria Negrete bridged Latino and Anglo cultures with high profile responsibilities at a major international public relations company, Consejeros Mexicanos. One example of Victoria Negrete’s unique Public Relations experience was coordinating the logistics for foreign dignitaries from 25 countries that attended the Oath of Office ceremonies for the President of Mexico.
Through her constant travels between the U.S. and Mexico, Victoria Negrete developed a clear business vision of the dynamic United States-Latino market growth opportunities. At 32, Victoria Negrete took a bold step and immigrated to the United States where she landed the position of Senior Copywriter and Executive Producer for Ornelas & Associates, an advertising agency specializing in the US Hispanic market. Victoria Negrete quickly demonstrated deft management and communication skills combined with her unique understanding of Hispanic psychographics and consumer hot buttons. As a result, Victoria Negrete vaulted through this industry, and just two years after arriving to the United States, was chosen to be an advisor on Latin American Affairs to the President of The United States (President Clinton). Victoria Negrete retains that responsibility to this day.
In early 1992, Victoria Negrete was invited to take over the responsibilities of Vice President and Director of Operations for Inventiva, Inc., a small Hispanic advertising agency in San Antonio, which Victoria Negrete and her two partners grew to become the “42nd Fastest Growing Hispanic Company in America.” Victoria Negrete managed a staff of 50 when she left to launch her own Hispanic advertising agency, Cartel Creativo Inc. Under Victoria Negrete’s leadership, Cartel Creativo quickly grew to become several different companies, each focusing on different pieces of the Emerging Markets marketing communications puzzle.
As “Leader of the Creative Cartel,” Victoria Negrete has been able to leverage the diverse skill set she developed over the years. For more than a decade, Victoria Negrete has effectively served many Fortune 500 and Public Sector clients in many key capacities. Her Latino sociology studies combined with creative and advertising background allowed her to lead as Executive Producer, Director of Client Services, Research Director to Director of Account Planning, and Chief Strategic Officer. Her PR and Grassroots Marketing experience allowed her to launch Cartel Impacto, where she currently serves as President as well as Public Relations and Promotions Director. Her track record in strategically delivering her clients’ business objectives is impressive, and her public recognition as an industry leader is extensive.
Likewise, Victoria Negrete was uniquely qualified as chief executive officer and majority owner of The Cartel Group, and her track record in founding, managing and growing “The Cartel” speaks for itself. As President, New Business Development Director and now Chief Executive Officer as well as Chief Strategic Officer, Victoria Negrete has garnered many industry recognitions, including “Top 10 Hispanic Ad Agencies in the United States” as well as “Top 25 General Market Agencies in the Southwest”, “Top 3 Largest Independently Owned and Operated Multicultural Marketing Communications Firms in the Nation” and numerous personal recognitions such as “Lifetime Achievement” awards, and “Maverick of the Year”.
A native of Mexico City and a U.S. immigrant who defines herself as a “Hispanic sociologist,” Victoria Negrete says, “I have 30 years of studying and impacting the behavior of Hispanics of all ages, all backgrounds and economic levels in the U.S., Mexico and Latin America. I am also proud of having contributed somewhat to improved interactions between the Latino Market other American cultures. Now I am pleased to leverage all I’ve learned to help those who want to effectively reach our Emerging Inter-Cultural Markets, which are dramatically changing the face of America’s marketplace. I pledge all my insight and experience to reach this goal.”
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having a moment..
November 09, 2008ive decided my baby names if i ever do have babies...
so what about ...
Gideon-its meaning is "fellow of trees;powerful warrior.
no middle name but i like gideon christopher.
Adalie- meaning " God is my refuge:noble one."
the second name of my mothers first Diane
Yea. i definently never thought that it would come to this.
November 07, 2008but....
(though i love trident tropical twist and will always)...
i am getting a strong liking for spearmint. :)(:
My Combabilation (you)
November 07, 2008I can talk to you on the phone but I can't hold your hand.
I can hear your voice but I can't see your face.
You say that we are so far away I whisper not for long.
You give a pitty laugh to my horrible jokes.
I give my dedication to you. The definition?
You-my inspiration, my reason for my wrong moves, my confused mind. My seperation of genius and insane.
They say that the differance between those two is measured in success.
I want to see.
Am I crazy or do I for once know excatly what I am doing?
As it seems appropriate.
November 06, 2008Congratulation President-Elect Obama. I am anxious the see what happens in the next four years. I am anxious to see how you carry out what you have said. I am anxious for you to prove me wrong and hope that you do so. I hope that you do extremely well. I hope that you get this country out of debt. I hope that you fix the problem in the middle east. I hope that you work hard to be the best you can. I wish you luck. I thank you for accepting your duties. Congratulation President Elect Obama.my final thought thought
November 06, 2008... sigh.
not really my final thought but it sure feels like it.
I've felt like I still have my "God Shaped Hole" in my heart.
and I've tried to fill it...
you know like those little kid toys that you have to match the object with the shape and put it in the right shaped hole.
I feel like I've been trying to place all the wrong things in it. And I feel like I don't know where I'm going.
I know what I want I just don't know how to get there,
I know where I wanna be but I'm lost in my own direction.
I don't know who I am.
It's like I'm lost but I'm not?
I plan on getting right with God, but I'm learning how.
I feel like I've been doing what I should do, but there's something missing.
Like what's my motivation?
And now I'm realizing it's the
-unconditional love
-understanding
-powerful
-faithful
-compationate
-humble
-my one and only father
-the mother I miss out on
-the arms that are open
God.
Expert Warns Obama To Avoid Islamic Finance
November 06, 2008http://www.newsmax.com/insidecover/gaffney_obama_islamic/2008/11/05/148071.html
on a light note...
November 04, 2008the "atmosphere" on here is very heavy...so i'll lighten it. or try to, at least. I found out today that the appendix does have a use!!! it is for digesting wood. :) lolToday is the Day
November 04, 2008Tonight, we will have a new president and a new America... History will be made: Either the first black man to be president or the first woman to be vice-president will be in office... America will have change, whether or not it's for the best... we just have to find out... =)HIGHSCHOOL!
November 04, 2008OKay this year has been my freshman year of highschool and i am like totally blown away by how different it is from middle school. I love it here at creek wood because there are so many different things going on you have your choice at practically anything you like , the lunch is much better, and you get sooooooooo much more freedom its crazy to think that at the end of 8th grade i wasnt looking forwaed to this!Boys!
November 04, 2008Ok, i am really confused, guys are so so so....... they are so difficult ok incase you dont understand, there is this guy and i really like him and he said he liked me and then the next day hes got a girlfriend and its not me the next day they arent going out we start talking again and just when i think hes gonna ask me out i loose interest just like that, i have no clue why this happened it just did so im trying to put everything together and figure out if im the one not making any sense here or if its him. So can you read this and help me out here!
where i find little compassion
November 04, 2008i find it funny that
the most open minded people, are the most closed minded,
the ones that are against judging so much, judge & stereotype everybody,
the man who claims to be unbiased, is reflecting on the person a little more than the information.
& i find it all too sad, because they cant even see it.
" God have mercy on them."
