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2 days ago

ha love. its a joke..why cant we realiZe that..we are kids.

love..what is it?

where does it come from?

who is my love ment for?

What does it feel like?

..

yes we all have these questions.

BUT we dont need the answers

..

at least not yet.

My bio

2 days agoColonel Rod Wayne Symons, United States Army
Colonel Rod Wayne Symons II has a long and varied career in the United States Army, having served in Germany, Kuwait and Iraq. Colonel Rod Symons has also held key posts within the United States. Since 2005, Colonel Rod Symons has acted as strategic planner for the US Army Armor School, Fort Knox, Ky.

Beginnings in Germany
After completing his formal civilian and military education, Colonel Rod Symons received his Armor officer commission in 1984. In 1985, Colonel Rod Symons was assigned to the 11th Armored Cavalry Regiment, Bad Kissingen, Germany. Colonel Rod Wayne Symons II took on roles of increasing responsibility, serving as a cavalry platoon leader, scout platoon leader, tank company executive officer and 2nd Squadron border officer.    

In 1989, Colonel Rod Symons became the 3rd Squadron S4, 11th ACR, Bad Hersfeld, Germany. Colonel Rod Wayne Symons II was L Troop commander from 1990 until 1992; Colonel Rod Symons deployed the troop to Kuwait for Operation Desert Storm.  

Stateside posts
Following his impressive command in Kuwait, Colonel Rod Wayne Symons was chosen to serve as an intern on the Joint Staff from 1992 to 1993. In 1993 Colonel Rod Symons worked first as the cavalry system integrator and then the assistant executive officer to the assistant deputy chief of staff for operations force development. At Fort Hood, Texas, Colonel Rod Symons was the assistant G3, Tactical Operations, for III Corps. In 1997, Colonel Rod Wayne Symons was appointed S3 for 3rd Battalion, 8th Cavalry of the 1st Cavalry Division.  

Time in Iraq
From 2002 to 2004, Colonel Rod Symons commanded the 2nd Battalion, 81st Armor Battalion at Fort Knox. Colonel Rod Symons then deployed to Operation Iraqi Freedom. In Iraq, Colonel Rod Wayne Symons worked on the Coalition Military Advisor Training Team as a part of the Multi-National Security Transition Command.  As a brigade advisor to the 3rd Iraqi Intervention Force Brigade, Colonel Rod Symons saw combat in Samarra and Fallujah.

Honors for Colonel Rod Symons
•    Colonel Rod Symons’ awards and decorations are many. They include:
•    Bronze Star.
•    Bronze Star with valor device.
•    Defense Meritorious Service Medal.
•    Meritorious Service Medal.
•    Joint Service Commendation Medal.
•    Army Commendation Medal.
•    Joint Service Achievement Medal.
•    Army Achievement Medal.
•    Combat Action Badge.
•    Parachutist Badge.  
•    Order of St. George Medal.    

Education
Colonel Rod Wayne Symons’ education includes the Armor Officer Basic Course, Armor Officer Advance Course, the Command and General Staff College and the Army War College. Colonel Rod Symons holds a master’s degree in military arts and science from the United States Army War College at Carlisle Barracks, Penn. Colonel Rod Symons also earned a Master of Science Administration from Central Michigan University. Colonel Rod Symons graduated from the University of Texas at Austin.     

Colonel Rod Wayne Symons’ family
Colonel Rod Symons’ wife, Jill, is a glass artist. Colonel Rod Symons and his wife have two sons. 

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...you should know...

3 days ago

You'll never know how much pain you cause me.

That is, unless I tell you.

So here I go.

You cause me more pain that you can imagine.

 

You'll never know how much I love you.

That is, unless I tell you.

So here I go.

I love you more than you'll ever realize.

 

You'll never understand how it feels.

That is, unless I tell you.

So here I go.

It feels worse than anything I've ever felt.

 

But most of all you'll never know what I think.

That is, unless I tell you.

So here I go...

I think that if you would open up your eyes a little more, you would see what has been in front of you for years.  I think if you let yourself, you could understand.  You would know all these things.  You would know how I feel, you would know how it hurts, and most of all, you would know how much I love you.  Maybe you do.  If you would only let yourself, you could feel it too.  But I can't try anymore.  I have nothing left to give to you.  I want you to know that you changed my life...and you still are.  I can't stand to be without you.  I need you to hear me.

There are certain people...

4 days ago

...that i enjoy being friends with more than others.

even if we are not as close as i am with others.

it doesnt seem to matter.

its an unspoken connection maybe.

we become friends much faster than anyone else.

this has happened in the past and its happening now.

 

hmm.

 

there are also people i really dont want to be friends with

even though theyre really nice to me and theyre funny.

i just...dont know if how long i will be able to stand them..

 

hmm indeed. 

Song of the Week. "Fall For You."

4 days agoWell this is a lot different than a lot of my past songs of the weeks but I really like this song for some reason. I mean it is pretty good. Or maybe it is just from hearing it so much at our float site that I just think that I really like it when underneath I hate it. I mean I am not sure so tell me what you think. This is Secondhand Seranade with "Fall For You."

When the though of you flashes through my head.

4 days ago

When the thoughts of it are flashing through my head. 

When I find no confort in the confort of my bed.

When all that's left is me standing here in the pouring down rain.

When all that I feel is the constant and fearfully persistant pain. I will walk around with my eyes open but I have never been able to see.

I have walked around for far too long just wishing I could find the real me.  

 

If only you could see me now.

With tears in my eyes and sweat on my brow. 

What to do when you come to the end and your head is down.

What to do when you have come too far to turn around. 

I want to love you tonight.

I want to be only and forever right.

When the thoughts of you are flashing through my head. 

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September 29, 2008

Okay...so...

Living in Sweden is fun.

Yes yes, i made it here.  The decision was hard blah blah blah but what counts is i'm here.

things are going so well.  somehow its easier to live here.

but also harder in the friend and language aspects.

im not used to knowing so few people.

i actually did have a lot of friends back home. and even more acquaintances.

so yeah.  tough, but enjoyable.

 

the gp's are okay.  my fm is kind of a control freak, which gets on my nerves, and sometimes she assumes things about me that just aren't true.  im pretty sure she classifies me as an American, and in a way, i really am.  like, i know i am, but i was always the swede between my friends.  im stuck in the middle of being an american and a swede now, is pretty much what im saying.

 

yeeep.

its always fun to come back to things that i havent been to in a long time.

 

i went to illwillpress.com the other day.  and bigger than cheeses.  and acid zen wonder paint. and then i came here.  went back to deviant art (uploaded my photographs btw, check 'em out and tell me how to improve if you want). picked up xanga again.  got a blog for my CAS hours (don't ask).  a lot of nostalgia going on.

 

and grey's anatomy and gossip girl are back on.  private practice is soon.  house has started but i havent watched it yet.

sigh.

 

im ready to move out of the gp's and get a place of my own.

idk when it'll happen though.

 

 

we'll see. 

Get Out AND Vote

September 29, 2008

Branson, MO (PRWEB) September 24, 2008 -- The song "Get Out and Vote." on the new CD/DVD "Don't Make Me Come Down There" by The Fischers addresses head-on such controversial issues as abortion, gay marriage, illegal immigration, slack politicians, and left versus right, all in just under 3 minutes of explosive, heart-pumping music.

ischer believes, "In this election of 2008, it is absolutely inexcusable for any true believer not to vote. At this crucial time in our nation's history, with so much at stake, we must get out and vote for Godly values, the values that America was founded on. "We need to stand up and be counted. We need to rally one another. Anyone considering not voting should remember that 'The only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is that good men do nothing." If we don't "get out and vote, the Devil will."

Fischer, 61, who served 24 years overseas in mission work, is appalled at the horrible, spiritual condition to which America has sunk in the past half-century. He quotes Psalm 9:17: "The wicked shall be turned into hell and all the nations that forget God."

Fischer emphasizes, "It's the 'forget God' part of which we in America are particularly guilty. We are a nation founded on Biblical principles by Christians--people with a strong faith in God and a respect for His Word. He is what made us the greatest, most powerful, most respected nation on earth. Now that we have turned our back on Him, we should not be surprised when showing him our backside that He gives us all a good, swift kick in the butt."

The new CD cover identifies God in the clouds shaking His finger and saying, "Don't Make Me Come Down There." That is also the title of the project's title. Fischer says, "I believe God has got a right to be angry. After all, we've thrown Him out of our schools, made it illegal for our children to pray in school, taught them that God did not create the heavens and the earth, as the Bible teaches, but that there was a 'Big Bang' and millions of years of 'evil-ution." To date, 43-million blessings of God have been aborted, while men and women across our country embrace and support this sacrifice of human life by calling it "choice."

Deuteronomy 30:19 (NIV) "This day I call heaven and earth as witnesses against you that I have set before you life and death, blessings and curses. Now choose life, so that you and your children may live." Fischer says, "Could it be any clearer? America, this is an open-book test; God is revealing to you the right answer--Choose Life. America, It's time to wake up and turn around!"

The Fischers are a family of Christian entertainers, Mike, Karyn, Sam (11) and Reuben (7). Performing together since 2003, they currently reside in Branson, Missouri.

The CD "Don't Make Me Come Down There" contains six "issue-oriented" songs, including, "Stone-Cold Dead," a gutsy, in-your-face declaration on the right to bear arms. It challenges, "Ain't no way they're gettin' my guns unless I'm stone-cold dead."

http://www.thefischers.net/getoutandvote.cfm

Read About Robert Nowinski

September 28, 2008Robert Nowinski – Publications in Human Infectious Diseases

1.    Stephens, R.S., Tam, M.R., Kuo, C., and Nowinski, Robert.  Monoclonal antibodies to Chlamydia Trachomatis:  Antibody specificities and antigen characterization.  J. Immunology 128:1083-1089, 1982.

2.    Tam, M.R., Buchanan, T.M., Sandstrom, E.G., Holmes, K.K., Knapp, J.S., Siadak, A.W., and Nowinski, Robert.  Serological classification of Neisseria gonorrhoeae with monoclonal antibodies.  Infection and Immunity 36:1042-1053, 1982.

3.    Goldstein, L.C., McDougall, J., Hackman, R., Meyers, J.D., Thomas, E.D., and Nowinski, Robert.  Monoclonal antibodies to cytomegalovirus (CMV):  Rapid identification of clinical isolates and preliminary use in diagnosis of CMV pneumonia. Infection and Immunity 38:273-281, 1982.

4.    Stephens, R.S., Kuo, C.-C., Tam, M.R., and Nowinski, Robert.  Monoclonal antibodies to Chlamydia trachomatis.  In, Chlamydia Infections, Mardh, P.A. et al., eds., Elsevier Biomedical Press, Amsterdam, pp. 329-332, 1982.

5.    Tam, M.R., Stephens, R.S., Kuo, C.-C., Holmes, K.K., Stamm, W.E., and Nowinski, Robert.  Use of monoclonal antibodies to Chlamydia trachomatis as immunodiagnostic reagents.  In, Chlamydial Infections, Mardh, P.A., et al., eds., Elsevier Biomedical Press, Amsterdam, pp. 317-320, 1982.

6.    Nowinski, Robert, Tam, M.R., Goldstein, L.C., Stong, L., Kuo, C.-C., Corey, L., Stamm, W.E., Handsfield, H.H., Knapp, J.S., and Holmes, K.K.  Monoclonal antibodies for the diagnosis of infectious diseases in humans.  Science 219:637-644, 1983.
7.    Goldstein, L.C., Corey, L., McDougall, J.K., Tolentino, E., and Nowinski, Robert.  Monoclonal antibodies to herpes simplex viruses: Use in antigenic typing and rapid diagnosis.  J. Infectious Diseases 147:829-837, 1983.

8.    Peterson, E., Schmidt, O.W., Goldstein, L.C., Nowinski, Robert, and Corey, L.  Typing of clinical herpes simplex virus isolates with mouse monoclonal antibodies to herpes simplex virus types 1 and 2:  Comparison with type-specific rabbit antisera and restriction endonuclease analysis of viral DNA.  J. Clin. Microbiol. 17:92-96, 1984.

9.    Tam, M.R., Stamm, W.E., Handsfield, H.H., Stephens, R., Kuo, C.-C., Holmes, K.K., Ditzenberger, K., Krieger, M., and Nowinski, Robert. Culture-independent diagnosis of Chlamydia trachomatis using monoclonal antibodies. N. Eng. J. of Med. 310:1146-1150, 1984.

10.    Knapp, J.S., Tam, M.R., Nowinski, Robert, Holmes, K.K., and Sandstrom, E.G.  Serological classification of Neisseria gonorrhoeae with use of monoclonal antibodies to gonococcal outer membrane protein I.  J. Infect. Diseases 150:44-48, 1984.

11.    Tam, M.R., Goldstein, L.C., and Nowinski, Robert.  Monoclonal antibodies for the diagnosis of chlamydial, gonococcal, and herpesvirus infection.  In, Biotechnology Handbook, Cheremisinoff, P.N., and Ouelette, R.P., eds., Butterworth/Ann Arbor Science Publishers, Ann Arbor, MI, pp. 380-382, 1985.

12.    Lukehart, S.A., Tam, M.R., Hom, J., Baker-Zander, S.A., Holmes, K.K., and Nowinski, Robert.  Characterization of monoclonal antibodies to Treponema Pallidum.  J. Immunol. 134:585-592, 1985.

13.    Goldstein, L.C., Tam, M.R., Allen, J.D., and Nowinski, Robert.  Diagnosis of sexually transmitted diseases with monoclonal antibodies.  In, Proceedings of the International Symposium on Medical Virology, Elsevier Science Publishing Company, New York and Copenhagen, 1986.

14.    Goldstein, L.C. and Nowinski, Robert.  Diagnosis of herpesviruses with monoclonal antibodies.  In, Human Herpesvirus Infections, Lopez, C. and Roizman, B., eds., Raven Press, New York, pp. 195-202, 1986.

15.    Goldstein, L.C., Tam, M.R., and Nowinski, Robert.  Role of monoclonal antibodies in detection of microbial antigens.  In, Microbial Antigenodiagnosis, K. Wicher, ed., CRC Press, Boca Raton, FL, pp. 201-218, 1987.

16.    Challoner, Peter B., Smith, Kirsten T., Parker, Jay D., MacLeod, David L., Coulter, Silvia N., Rose, Timothy M., Schultz, Emily R., Bennett, Lindsey, Garber, Richard L., Chang, Ming, Schad, Peter A., Stewart, Patricia M., Nowinski, Robert, Brown, Joseph P. and Burmer, Glenna C.  Plaque-associated expression of human herpesvirus 6 in multiple sclerosis.  Proc. Natl. Acad. Sci. USA, 92:7440-7444, 1995.

17.    Francis, D.P. and Nowinski, R.C.  Vaccine Reactions.  Nature Medicine 4:746, 1998.

Robert Nowinski – Publications in Immunology

1.    Nowinski, Robert, Boyse, E.A., Old, L.J., and Carswell, E.A.  Influence of mammary tumor virus infection on the acceptance or rejection of transplanted ML+ leukemias.  Proc. Soc. Exptl. Biol. Med. 127:20-25, 1968.

2.    Chang, S., Nowinski, Robert, Nishioka, K., and Irie, R.F.  Immunological studies on mouse mammary tumors.  IV. Further characterization of a mammary tumor antigen and its distribution in lymphatic cells of allogeneic mice.  Int. J. Cancer 9:409-416, 1972.

3.    Nowinski, Robert and Peters, E.D.  Cell surface antigens associated with murine leukemia virus:  Definition of the GL and GT antigenic systems.  J. Virology 12:1104-1117, 1973.

4.    Nowinski, Robert and Kaehler, S.L.  Antibody to leukemia virus:  Widespread occurrence in inbred mice.  Science 185:869-871, 1974.

5.    Nowinski, Robert, Kaehler, S.L., and Burgess, R.R.  Immune response of the mouse to endogenous leukemia viruses.  Cold Spring Harbor Symposium XXXIX, 1123-1128, 1975.

6.    Zarling, J.M., Nowinski, Robert, and Bach, F.H.  Lysis of leukemia cells by spleen cells of normal mice.  Proc. Natl. Acad. Sci. 72:2780-2784, 1975.

7.    Nowinski, Robert and Klein, P.A.  Anomalous reactions of mouse alloantisera with cultured tumor cells. II.Cytotoxicity caused by antibodies to leukemia viruses.  J. Immunol. 115:1261-1268, 1975.

8.    Nowinski, Robert.  Immune response to leukemia viruses in mice.  In, Viral Immunology and Immunopathology, Notkins, A., Ed., Academic Press, New York, pp. 237-260, 1975.

9.    Nowinski, Robert.  Genetic control of natural immunity to ecotropic mouse leukemia viruses.  II. Immune response genes.  Infection and Immunity 13:1098-1102, 1976.

10.    Nowinski, Robert and Watson, A.  Immune response of the mouse to the major core protein (p30) of ecotropic leukemia viruses.  J. Immunology 117:693-696, 1976.

11.    Wettstein, P.J., Krammer, R., Nowinski, Robert, David, C.S., Frelinger, J.A., and Schreffler, D.C.  A cautionary note regarding Ia and H-2 typing of murine lymphoid tumors.  Immunogenetics 3:507-516, 1976.

12.    Nowinski, Robert and Doyle, T.  Antibody to murine leukemia virus:  Genetic control by the Ir-1 locus in PL mice.  J. Immunology 117:350-351, 1976.

13.    Nowinski, Robert and Baron, J.  Genetic and immunological controls of murine leukemia viruses in AKR mice.  Third International Symposium on Detection and Prevention of Cancer, pp. 173-198, 1977.

14.    Nowinski, Robert and Doyle, T.  Decreased immunity to viral antigens and increased expression of endogenous leukemia viruses in athymic (nude) mice.  J. Virology 77:429-432, 1977.

15.    Ledbetter, J. and Nowinski, Robert.  Identification of the G cell surface antigen (GCSA) associated with murine leukemia virus-infected cells.  J. Virology 23:315-322, 1977.

16.    Nowinski, Robert and Doyle, T.  Cellular changes in the thymuses of preleukemic AKR mice:  Correlation with changes in the expression of murine leukemia viruses.  Cell 12:341-353, 1977.

17.    Brown, J.P., Klitzman, J.M., Hellstrom, I., Nowinski, Robert, and Hellstrom, K.E.  Antibody response of mice to chemically induced tumors.  Proc. Natl. Acad. Sci. 75:955-958, 1978.

18.    Boiocchi, M. and Nowinski, Robert.  Polymorphism in the major core protein (p30) of murine leukemia viruses as identified by mouse antisera.  Virology 84:530-535, 1978.

19.    Nowinski, Robert, Emery, S., and Ledbetter, J.  Identification of an FMR cell surface antigen associated with murine leukemia virus-infected cells.  J. Virology 26:805-812, 1978.

20.    Nowinski, Robert, Lostrom, M.E., Tam, M.R., Stone, M.R., and Burnette, W.N.  The isolation of hybrid cell lines producing monoclonal antibodies against the p15(E) protein of ecotropic murine leukemia viruses.  Virology 93:111-126, 1979.

21.    Boiocchi, M. and Nowinski, Robert.  Antibodies to the envelope protein (gp70) of endogenous xenotropic and ecotropic leukemia viruses:  Induction by immunization with leukemia cells.  Virology 96:281-285, 1979.

22.    Stone, M.R., Lostrom, M.E., Tam, M.R., and Nowinski, Robert.  Monoclonal mouse antibodies as probes for antigenic polymorphism in murine leukemia viruses.  Virology 96:286-290, 1979.

23.    Green, W.R., Nowinski, Robert, and Henney, C.S.  The generation and specificity of cytotoxic T cells raised against syngeneic tumor cells bearing AKR/Gross murine leukemia virus antigens.  J. Exp. Med. 150:51-66, 1979.

24.    Lostrom, M.E., Stone, M.R., Tam, M., Burnette, W.N., Pinter, A., and Nowinski, Robert.  Monoclonal antibodies against murine leukemia viruses:  Identification of six antigenic determinants on the p15(E) and gp70 envelope proteins.  Virology 98:336-350, 1979.

25.    Brown, J., Boiocchi, M., and Nowinski, Robert.  Detection of polymorphism in BALB/c leukemia viruses with mouse antisera.  J. Virology 32:345-349, 1979.

26.    Pollack, S.B., Tam, M.R., Nowinski, Robert, and Emmons, S.L.  Presence of T cell-associated surface antigens on murine NK cells.  J. Immunology 123:1818-1821, 1979.

27.    Bernstein, I.D., Tam, M.R., and Nowinski, Robert.  Mouse leukemia:  Therapy with monoclonal antibodies against a thymus differentiation antigen.  Science 207:68-71, 1980.

28.    Stone, M.R. and Nowinski, Robert.  Topological mapping of murine leukemia virus proteins by competition-binding assays with monoclonal antibodies.  Virology 100:370-381, 1980.

29.    Oroszlan, S. and Nowinski, Robert.  Lysis of retroviruses with monoclonal antibodies against viral envelope proteins.  Virology 101:296-299, 1980.

30.    Bernstein, I.D., Nowinski, Robert, Tam, M.R., McMaster, B., Houston, L.L., and Clark, E.A.  Monoclonal Antibody Therapy of Mouse Leukemia, In, Monoclonal Antibodies, Kennett, R.H., McKearn, T.J., and Bechtol, K.B., eds., Plenum Press, pp. 275-291, 1980.

31.    Hansen, J.A., Martin, P.J., and Nowinski, Robert.  Monoclonal antibodies identifying a novel T cell antigen and Ia antigens of human lymphocytes.  Immunogenetics 10:247-260, 1980.

32.    Bernstein, I.D., Nowinski, Robert, and Stiefel, J.  The role of viral and cell-associated antigens in the cell-mediated immune response of rats to virus-induced lymphoma cells.  J. Immunology 124:1727-1732, 1980.

33.    Green, W.R., Nowinski, Robert, and Henney, C.S.  Specificity of cytolytic T cells directed against AKR/Gross virus-induced syngeneic leukemias:  Antibodies directed against H-2K, but not against viral proteins, inhibit lysis.  J. Immunology 125:647-655, 1980.

34.    Houston, L.L., Nowinski, Robert, and Bernstein, I.D.  Specific in vivo localization of monoclonal antibodies directed against the Thy 1.1 antigen.  J. Immunology 125:837-843, 1980.

35.    Siadak, A.W. and Nowinski, Robert.  Identification of Ly-5 and T200 antigens on identical cell surface proteins.  J. Immunology 125:1400-1401, 1980.

36.    Martin, P.J., Hansen, J.A., Nowinski, Robert, and Brown, M.A.  A new human T cell differentiation antigen:  Unexpected expression on chronic lymphocytic leukemia cells. Immunogenetics 11:429-439, 1980.
37.    Tam, M.R., Green, W.R., and Nowinski, Robert.  Cytotoxic activities of monoclonal antibodies against the envelope proteins of murine leukemia virus.  Cancer Research 40:3850-3853, 1980.
38.    Hansen, J.A., Martin, P.J., Kamoun, M., Torok-Storb, B., Newman, W., Nowinski, Robert, and Thomas, E.D.  Monoclonal antibodies recognizing human T cells:  Potential role for preventing graft-versus-host reactions following allogeneic marrow transplantation.  Transplantation Proceedings 13:1133-1137, 1981.
39.    Siadak, A.W. and Nowinski, Robert.  Thy-2:   A murine thymocyte-brain alloantigen controlled by a gene linked to the major histocompatibility complex.  Immunogenetics 12:45-58, 1981.
40.    Kamoun, M., Martin, P.J., Hansen, J.A., Brown, M.A., Siadak, A.W., and Nowinski, Robert.  Identification of a human T lymphocyte surface protein associated with the E-rosette receptor.  J. Exp. Med. 153:207-212, 1981.
41.    Martin, P.J., Hansen, J.A., Siadak, A.W., and Nowinski, Robert.  Monoclonal antibodies recognizing normal human T lymphocytes and malignant human B lymphocytes:  A comparative study.  J. Immunology 127:1920-1923, 1981.
42.    Houston, L.L. and Nowinski, Robert.  Cell-specific cytotoxicity expressed by a conjugate of ricin and murine monoclonal antibody directed against thy 1.1 antigen.  Cancer Research, 41:3913-3917, 1981.
43.    Bernstein, I.D., Nowinski, Robert, and Wright, P.W.  Monoclonal Antibodies:  Prospects for Cancer Treatment, In, Immunological Approaches to Cancer Therapeutics, Mihich, E., ed., John Wiley and Sons, Inc., New York, pp. 277-297, 1982.
44.    Lane, J., Brown, M., Bernstein, I., Wilcox, P.I., Slichter, S.J., and Nowinski, Robert. Serological and biochemical analysis of the P1A1 alloantigen of human platelets.  British Journal of Haematology 50:351-361, 1982.
45.    Bernstein, I.D. and Nowinski, Robert.  Monoclonal Antibody Treatment of Transplanted and Spontaneous Murine Leukemia, In, Hybridomas in the Diagnosis and Treatment of Cancer, Mitchell, M. and Oettgen, H.F., eds., Raven Press, New York, pp. 97-112, 1982.
46.    Tam, M.R., Bernstein, I.D., and Nowinski, Robert.  Alteration of lymphoid cells in AKR mice by treatment with monoclonal antibody against Thy 1 antigen. Transplantation 33:269-273, 1982.
47.    Nowinski, Robert, Tam, M.R., Goldstein, L.C., Stong, L., Kuo, C.-C., Corey, L., Stamm, W.E., Handsfield, H.H., Knapp, J.S., and Holmes, K.K.  Monoclonal antibodies for the diagnosis of infectious diseases in humans.  Science 219:637-644, 1983.
48.    Auditore-Hargreaves, K., Houghton, R.L., Monji, N., Priest, J.H., Hoffman, A.S., and Nowinski, Robert.  Phase separation immunoassays.  Clin. Chem. 33:1509-1516, 1987.
49.    Monji, N., Cole, C.A., Tam, M., Goldstein, L., and Nowinski, Robert.  Application of a thermally-reversible polymer-antibody conjugate in a novel membrana-based immunoassay.  Biochemical $ Biophysical Research Communications. 172: 652-660, 1990.
50.    Francis, D.P. and Nowinski, Robert.  Vaccine Reactions.  Nature Medicine 4:746, 1998.
51.    Hoffman, A.s., Stayton, P.S., Bulmus, V., Chen G., Shoemaker, S., Yang, H.J., Monji, N., Nowinski, Robert, Cole, C.A., Priest, J.H., Harris, J.M., Nakamae, K., Nishino, T., and Miyata, T.  Founder’s Award, Society for Biomaterials.  Really smart bioconjugates of smart polymers and receptor proteins.  J. Biomed. Materials Research  52:577-586,  2000.

So you can listen to the song.

September 28, 2008"Gunslinger" by Avenged Sevenfold

Song of the Week. "Gunslinger"

September 27, 2008So this is like only my second song of the week by Avenged Sevenfold. They are one of my favorite bands I know that a lot of there songs are not...well...uhm. This song is actually really great though. The video is clips of Jarhead. I am not a fan of that movie though. I love the clips from this though. You should definately check out some of Avenged Sevenfold's stuff though they are really good at what they do. Well I hope that you enjoy Avenged Sevenfold's "Gunslinger"

.....

September 26, 2008

everything that i really want i now have.
anything i could want... its just within my reach.
   helping, serving, trying, loving... its really been the better thing for me.
 finally living! been dying to live like that.
  i can say yes and i can say no, an' i dont have to explain a thing.
with taking initiative , sometimes, no one has your back. i keep walking ANYWAYS.
i dont need your approval.
 i've learned I've gotta be 100% even when there's only 25.
remained confident, at time when im not sure, now they want what i have.
i understand the girls, and they talk to me, the key is divine friendship, and Respect.
 i tell them what is, got them a prayer going up, i cant save them, just plant the seed.
 no need for pity, dont we all want something to blame!
              the pain of him has gone away. faded night turned to day.
 the only place it hurts is right at the scar he left me.
im okay,  i have forgotten so much. been forgiven & ive forgiven.
 had God's healing rain.
 now its different . i am happy though slightly contemplative, and highly audacious.
 and the thing is... it never was me! i never did it. i let God step in,
and he gave me a victory in a battle, an' i know there's still a war.
 this is what i came here for.

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Andy's gang

September 25, 2008

This was one of our favorite shows.

 

Happy Birthday

September 24, 2008

Kaelyn,

 Wishing you the happiest birthday ever! 

you think, but you dont know.

September 23, 2008

you think you know me, but you dont

you think you can help me, but you cant

you think its gonna be okay, but your wrong

you think your better then me, but your not

...why...

September 21, 2008

i haven't ever realized until the past 2 weeks what regret really feels like.  Not regretting doing something, but not doing it.  Not saying what you really mean, while you have the time.  Because before you know it, time is taken away.  Not taking chances while you have the chance...not really feeling while you have the opportunity.  Not loving while love is staring you in the face.  Then it gets taken away, snatched rather, and you have no more time.  You'll never get the chance again.  Never get the chance to tell someone how much they mean to you or what an impact they've made in your life.  How much you loved them, or how you never wanted to let them go.  You never say anything.  They tell you time and again how much you mean to them, that they never want to let you go, and you remain silent.  Knowing in your heart you want to say the same, because you feel the same, but you're afraid of being hurt.  You don't have fun because you figure you have all the time in the world to ride that one rollercoaster...to watch that one show...to have that one kiss.  But the truth is, you don't know.  You hope.  Another chance will never be given, so you must take it.  Say what you want while you still have the time.  Even though they are not dead, they are gone.  Go back...find them, tell them what you really feel for them.  Hurry, before it's too late.  Make them listen, understand....

EVEN THOUGH I DON'T.  Why...how?  Those are my only questions now.  I love you.  I want you to know that.  But you never will.

what?

September 21, 2008

im so tired of this, there s lots of desicions, so many choices, so much confusion. i dont know what i want .. anymore.
no more of this. ive had enough.

RIP Caleb!

September 20, 2008

time is to short.

life can be taken in a matter of moments without worrning.

we can get a call in 2seconds that would change our whole world.

we laugh it up now but for a moment can we take in that one of our own has been taken. can we stop our busy lives that we are so wrapped up in and open our eyes to see that a life has been taken, a heart has stopped beating, air no longer flows through their body. can we realiZe that we will never look into his eyes again, that we will never hear his laugh, we will never see that bright and vibrant smile, we will never see him again (until heaven that is).for now the body as we know it is laying under the cold ground and his soul is in heaven.

lets all take a moment and realiZe we must be nicer people for we never know when someone will pass away. always say something kind to someone for what if when they walked away from you or hung up the phone and something happened and they were killed. how would you live with yourself if you had just said something mean, or hurting to them. think about it, life is short, not just for you but for everyone around you!

all this to say. LOVE people say LOVING things b/c we never know whats going to happen

Read About Robert Estupinian

September 20, 2008Robert Estupinian: Top-Level Marketing Executive
Robert Estupinian is a senior marketing executive with solid, extensive and consistent professional experience in strategic planning, business and revenue development, leadership, market intelligence, and brand development.

Robert Estupinian’s Educational and International Career Track
Robert Estupinian’s first position as Regional Vice President, Marketing, for Concord Equity Group in 1994 was followed by Robert Estupinian’s graduation from Lincoln Law School of San Jose with a Juris Doctorate degree. Robert Estupinian also holds a Master of Business Administration degree from the University of Phoenix, and Robert Estupinian earned a Bachelor of Arts degree from the University of the Pacific.

Robert Estupinian then moved on to Executive Exchange Company Inc., where he was president of operations. Here, Robert Estupinian reversed an $11 million monthly loss into a $4 million annual gross revenue in Robert Estupinian’s third year. Robert Estupinian also developed an excellent web presence in the Internet’s early days, generating 40 million daily hits. Robert Estupinian spearheaded a strategic marketing program, opening Vietnam and China’s markets.

In 2000, Robert Estupinian became chief executive officer of operations for Vesta Strategies LLC, where Robert Estupinian developed business plans and provided direction for the independent tax-deferred exchange firm. Robert Estupinian’s efforts toward analyzing market trends and determining growth areas via market analysis paid off; Robert Estupinian built the company into a $6 million operation within two years. Robert Estupinian also created the company’s first brand awareness in Asian, Persian, and Latino communities.

As president consultant for marketing at Mutual Vision LLC, Robert Estupinian executes strategic plans to maximize business growth for small business owners in Silicon Valley. Robert Estupinian launched B2B and B2C direct response marketing campaigns in this capacity, and Robert Estupinian founded a successful consultancy here, with 286 monthly coaching program enrollees, doubling clients’ profits in less than a year, utilizing a revolutionary proprietary coaching system.

With Robert Estupinian’s unique vision, Robert Estupinian skyrocketed his client base from 0 to 100 within his first year, growing 20 percent each year afterward; Robert Estupinian also generated 80 percent of new business based on referrals from loyal clients.

Robert Estupinian has always lived and worked in the San Jose, Santa Clara County, and San Francisco, Calif., areas. 


 
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21 days

September 20, 2008

oh my cousin i have missed you so

 

Ten Red Flags?

September 19, 2008

 Think about this!

 

Friday, September 19, 2008

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Song of the Week. "Human"

September 18, 2008This is one of my favorite songs. I absolutely love it...I really understand it now with in the last month or two. There are some awesome lyrics to this song. Human by Jon Mclauhlin.

with his heart, his voice, and his guitar!

September 18, 2008

 The other day it was sang for me! i wont say much about the who, and where and why I'll just let you all ponder on it. ;)

i fell in love with the song "All I want is You" by Barry Louis Polisar & I honestly don't like the way he sings this song,

so i don't highly reccommend you listen to the song.

but i love the lyrics, enjoy them,

fall in love with the simplicity of it!

 

If I was a flower growing wild and free
All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.
And if I was a tree growing tall and greeen
All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves.

If I was a flower growing wild and free
All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.
And if I was a tree growing tall and greeen
All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were a river in the mountains tall,
The rumble of your water would be my call.
If you were the winter, I know I'd be the snow
Just as long as you were with me, when the cold winds blow.

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were a wink, I'd be a nod
If you were a seed, well I'd be a pod.
If you were the floor, I'd wanna be the rug
And if you were a kiss, I know I'd be a hug

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were the wood, I'd be the fire.
If you were the love, I'd be the desire.
If you were a castle, I'd be your moat,
And if you were an ocean, I'd learn to float.

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

Guys and Girls...

September 18, 2008

GUYS. We seem not to care. Not completely apathetic. But we like who we like and if that is cool with you great but if not it doesn't matter. Or if we get into it all we do is hit each other a few times then we are friends for life...maybe not life but ya know? We don't whisper or giggle, we don't wanna be completely tied down but we hate being free. And when it comes down to it we always have that one girl in our mind before we go to bed.

 

GIRLS...

I am going to put a quote in from my great Uncle Haggard. He is always insightful, and this...this is the only thing I know about girls, he says this. "Austin, man, girls are trouble. They have no idea what they want...NO No take that back. They know excatly what they want man, they want your soul." You guys can remark on what you think should go under the "GIRL" section. 

Read About Ida D'Angelo

September 17, 2008Ida D’Angelo is a highly educated professional attorney-at-law in New York City, with a plethora of myriad experiences and skills, including translation work; elementary school teaching; piano instruction, from beginning to advanced; and a teacher of religion.

Ida D’Angelo, who received a Juris Doctorate from St. John’s University School of Law and passed the Bar exam in 1992, also graduated from Fordham University at Lincoln Center, where Ida D’Angelo majored in history and minored in early childhood education, qualifying her for certification and licensure to teach elementary school, which Ida D’Angelo pursued, as well as her career in law.

Before this, Ida D’Angelo was an outstanding student at William Cullen Bryant High School in Astoria, N.Y., where Ida D’Angelo met many people and made many friends, a pattern Ida D’Angelo follows to this day, as an avid member of www.classmates.com.

Ida D’Angelo has successfully managed to balance her time and efforts between her professional career as a high-level attorney in New York with her community-based activities. Ida D’Angelo is an accomplished pianist and teaches piano from the beginner to the advanced levels, either traveling to students’ homes or holding lessons in her own home in Dix Hills, N.Y.

Ida D’Angelo also speaks fluent Italian and Spanish, which led to her position as a document preparer on behalf of the U.S. Italian Embassy, wherein Ida D’Angelo prepared procuras (powers of attorney).

Beginning as a paralegal for Thomas and Graham, P.C., attorneys for Astoria (NY) Federal Savings and Loan, Ida D’Angelo parlayed that experience into an associate attorney position at the Law Offices of Peter T. Roach, where Ida D’Angelo specialized in bankruptcy law, foreclosures, and real estate closings. After this, Ida D’Angelo worked as a bankruptcy attorney for Flaum, Basile and Verdi.

Next, Ida D’Angelo, a self-propelled professional, opened her own law firm, first named  the Law Offices of Ida D’Angelo and then Ida D’Angelo & Associates, P.C. Ida D’Angelo again strengthened her thorough knowledge of real estate law, specializing in real estate closings, wills, and lender representation. One of Ida D’Angelo’s clients was Delta Funding Corporation, for whom Ida D’Angelo served as closing attorney.

Ida D’Angelo is the President of Angel Real Estate Services wherein her training in real estate law has kept her very busy.  Here, Ida D’Angelo prepares real estate documents, including wills and title transferring documents such as deeds for persons seeking such services, and is also known as an expert closer, often traveling to the sites.

In addition to this work, Ida D’Angelo prepares HUD-1 Settlement Statements on behalf of various law firms and is extremely well-versed and thoroughly familiar with all aspects of lender representation at closings.  In addition, Ida D’Angelo handles court filings; prepares powers of attorneys for individuals; and incorporates new businesses.


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What can I do?

September 15, 2008

What can I do if my heart won't let go of you?

What if you told me there's still a chance to make this work?

What if I told you I didn't wanna start over?

But I would've lied.

What if I wanted to move on?

But I know it's impossoble.

What if I'm happy? What if I love him? What if I really want to be with him?

Would you let me? Would you still love me even if I pretended not to love you back?

I can't just give up who I am now and chase who I was?

Can I?

I loved you, I love you. 

When I'm with him I feel like I'm in a whole other world,

But when I'm with you... I'm free.

 

 

With all seriousness, I'm faced with a trial.

A really big one. And I'm so confused.