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Just...uggg...

Michelle Nicks — Tue, 10 Oct 2006 19:44:36 -0500

Yeah...I haven't done anything lately. I've just been kinda...uggg...that's all.

what do I do now?

Michelle Nicks — Sat, 30 Sep 2006 10:05:14 -0500

O.K. what am I supposed to do now??? I mean I don't know if I even know what I'm doing. I have a whole week and nothing to do with it. how is that going to help me?? O.K. I think I should tell you about it because I'm not being exact with my words. Well... I found out that this guys likes me on Wednesday and at first I didn't know what to do. I didn't know what to say or anything like that. I asked him to go to the football game yesterday but I didn't see him there. I felt really sad when I didn't see him. I don't know if I like him or not. I don't really know him that well yet. I want to get to know him and everyhing like that but I don't know how to get a hold of him. I don't know... what should I do...(by the way don't answer this) I just don't know. That's all my life has been lately and it's starting to get REALLY annoying...

Michelle Nicks — Wed, 13 Sep 2006 21:14:57 -0500

Pretty sure that I love going to school with Brantley! I get to see him every day and that's enough for me!!! I love it! Yeah, I'm a little worried that I'm going to be looked at different by A LOT of people but I don't care! He's there and he's there for good!!

I've been having a really good week and I think that it's because he's there. I don't know why but I'm pretty sure that I'm going to have the best school year EVER!!! Well...hmmm...I don't know.. you think that it's O.K. for me to be this excited about him going here???? I don't think that anyone could mess up my week.

I'm going to probably change my english teacher. Well...my mom is going to. I don't like her and neither does my mom so yeah, pretty sure that it's going to happen. That's probably another reason why I'm so happy!!!!

I totally don't know what else to say so I'm going to go you guys!!

Love you all,
[[::Daffodil::]]

FOOTBALL!!!!

Michelle Nicks — Fri, 08 Sep 2006 22:44:40 -0500

WE TOTALLY WON A GAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 30-6 BABY!!!!! YEAHA!!!!!!!! WHAT NOW?!?!?!?!?! WOW!!!!! WHO ROCKS NOW?!?!?!?!

Blackman V. Riverdale...

Michelle Nicks — Sat, 02 Sep 2006 09:21:32 -0500

Well, you know how it's going to end. Riverdale won of coarse but we still made one touchdown!!!!! The final score was 38 to 7 I think. I had to go but I still had fun because I was in the band with all my friends! I guess I'll update later! Love you all!

Just being me...

Michelle Nicks — Mon, 28 Aug 2006 19:30:50 -0500

Right now... I'm just being me
but that's just now enough for some people.

Rules...

Michelle Nicks — Tue, 22 Aug 2006 17:48:05 -0500

Well, rules completely stink. I hate them!!! I don't see why I have to go through with this. I just wanted to be left the way I was and I guess I couldn't have that. I just wanted to talk and yet can't even do that. I just wanted to say I love you...what's up with that???

Michelle Nicks — Mon, 31 Jul 2006 13:58:53 -0500

One Boy
One Girl
Two Hearts Their World

I found this on a website and I loved it.
I found this one too.

Two Hearts One Chance.

I'm pretty much putting all of the things that I post like that in a different color other than black so everyone knows that they know what they are!

One Dream for me
Just one little dream.
Scared inside
But you never see.
I fell through chains and glass
Things that will never pass.
I felt the pain
It felt so real.

Then I felt like I sleeping on air...
No, wait...I just woke up.

No pain just scared.
I feared for my life
I wondered if I really lived through.
Just the thought of it made me want to scream.
Now, my dreams are back to haunt me.

This poem is about a dream that I had some time last week. I didn't know how to put it so I put it in a poem. I don't think that any of you knew what it meant but now you know. Don't worry I won't do that again. I don't know how else to put it. That's just the way I am. Guess you guys didn't know that hun...

nothing comes to mind

Michelle Nicks — Fri, 28 Jul 2006 09:05:59 -0500

Well, lately I've been putting poems on here and everything like that. But today I haven't got one. Sry just...nothing comes to mind.

One day...

Michelle Nicks — Thu, 27 Jul 2006 19:35:55 -0500

One day...
I just ask for one day
To be who I really am.

Angels

Michelle Nicks — Wed, 26 Jul 2006 09:50:44 -0500

An angel left in the sky
Fell down to Earth to find out why
People were so mean and rude.
That angel meet you and found that
Not everyone's mean but
There's always one person that can make your day
If you find them...

Dreams

Michelle Nicks — Tue, 25 Jul 2006 09:19:14 -0500

One dream for me
Just one little dream.
Scared inside
But you never see.
I fell through chains and glass
Things that will never pass.
I felt the pain
It felt so real.

Then I felt like sleeping on air...
No, wait...I just woke up.

No pain just scared.
I feared for my life
I wondered if I really lived through.
Just the thought of it made me want to scream.
Now, my dreams are back to haunt me.

Michelle Nicks — Mon, 24 Jul 2006 10:00:40 -0500

Everything in life comes to an end...
Even life itself.
But love lasts forever...
Never dying...never ending.

Nothing to say..

Michelle Nicks — Mon, 17 Jul 2006 09:46:10 -0500

Hmmm... Not really knowing what 's going on. Need someone to talk to. Want to talk to him. Want him to call. Won't 'til he sees this. Love him so much. gotta go...
Nothing to say...

So... I love him... is it wrong?

Michelle Nicks — Fri, 14 Jul 2006 08:10:48 -0500

I don't think it is.... I love him soooooo much!

My b-day's tomorrow!!

Michelle Nicks — Wed, 12 Jul 2006 10:33:49 -0500

Yup... I guess that's why I'm in such a great mood. I mean I'm not going to be 13 anymore. Some of you know how much of a BIG deal that is.

Anyways... I need to know if you guys are coming to my party or not. My mom is trying to get all of the food ready. You know how much to get and everything like that. Well, talk to me or email or something.

O.K. off of that subject. Yes, my birthday is tomorrow. I'm soooo excited!!! I'm going out to eat for my b-day and going bowling too. Yeah, it's gonna be fun. I don't know what else I'll be doing tomorrow. I guess that I'll find out then...

Hmmm... I kind of need some help here... I need some advice. I've seen him almost every single day since July 6th. Do any of you think that we are seeing too much of each other??? I mean I'm not saying that I don't want to see him I just don't want people thinking that I'm obsessive over him (not saying any names). I just need a little courage about it.

Well, I guess that I'll go for now but I'll up date later...

Qoute of the day

"Try not to get caught doing something stupid..."

by the way... Happy Late Fourth...

Michelle Nicks — Wed, 05 Jul 2006 10:48:37 -0500

Well, yeah. Can you tell that I'm a little crazy??? I know that sounds like a stupid question only because it is. I have nothing to say but that my life is going great I love it!!!! Well, see ya around.

Hmmm...

Michelle Nicks — Sat, 01 Jul 2006 09:36:12 -0500

Starting to Die...

Michelle Nicks — Thu, 29 Jun 2006 10:44:52 -0500

I feel like I can't go on. I mean he's been gone since Monday. I have never gone that long without seeing him! I don't know... there's just something about him that makes me want to go crazy and other times just sit there and think. I don't know. The only reason I could think of is that I'm in love...

They left...

Michelle Nicks — Tue, 27 Jun 2006 11:58:50 -0500

Well, what can I say. They left for camp yesterday. I felt like I was being left behind. I didn't like the feeling, but hey what can I do about it... NOTHING!!!! AHHHHHHH it makes me sooooooo mad. I wish that I could've gone. I don't even think that I can go next year. Boo-Hoo!!! O.K. I'm over that... I think.

Anyways... nothing else has really been going on. We cleaned the house today and that's about it. I have no life. Really I don't...

The Qoute of the day...
"I hate being young!!!!!"

Movies...

Michelle Nicks — Fri, 23 Jun 2006 17:48:19 -0500

Heyy!!! Well, I guess that you know what that means... yup going with a bunch of friends. Yeah, it's going to be really boring and everything...lol. But anyways... I love doing things that make me feel special...

That's really all I have to say..
Love you guys always and forever plus a million years...

What you can do in a day...

Michelle Nicks — Tue, 20 Jun 2006 11:53:54 -0500

    Well, I know that it may seem weird, but you can do a lot in one day. I don't really know how I can do all of this.
    I'm going bowling later today with some friends from school. Yeah, I know... I know... I should have told people about it. It's not like I didn't want you all to go; it's jsut that I didn't plan it. It's kind of for band stuff. Ya know, to get to know the people in your section.
    Anyways... My friend is coming over later like around 5:30 or some where close to that. I had to clean up my room for her so she better have a great time over here... naaaaa just messin' around. I had to clean my room anyways.
    I've got to vaccum my room before I leave to go bowling. Yeah, I hate cleaning my room, but it has to be done. Then, I have to put away all the clothes that are on my bed. I know... I know... I shouldn't let my room get that messy but I did. I promise to all the neat freaks that it won't happen again.
    Well, I guess that I will go for now, but before I go...
                           Qoute of the day
        "never let your sister go to the movies with you..."
    O.K. I'm going now...
Love you all even if you were pieces...

What a day...

Michelle Nicks — Mon, 19 Jun 2006 13:37:53 -0500

WOW!!!! yesterday was sooooo amazing!!!!! It was two months and he got me a rose. I felt like an angel! I was sooooooooooo happy! I can't really explain how I felt inside. You just have to believe me.

Michelle Nicks — Fri, 16 Jun 2006 09:20:44 -0500

    Well if you haven't noticed I haven't been updating as much. It's not because I don't want to it's because I've had so pretty bad stuff happen lately.
    My great grandmother, as most of you already know, pasted away. She was ready to go and I knew she was. I was planning on going to the drive-in movie on Monday night when we got a call saying that we had to go down for the visitation, so I didn't get to go to the movies. I cried a lot but that was going to happen. I was realy close to her.
    Then, I'm kind of sick over all that! I haven't got my voice back fully from camp. My head is all nasty! Like, I have a headache all the time and my nose is running or it's stuffed up all the time. Yeah, it totally stinks. I'm going to go crazy if this doesn't clear up soon.
    Finally, my dad and my boyfriend are going camping with the Royal Rangers tonight and Saturday morning. I think that it would be fun, but I don't know why my dad asked my boyfriend to go. Well, he didn't ask him like, "Hey! Do you want tol go camping with the Royal Rangers Friday and Saturday??" No, it wasn't like that. They were painting the church and Brantley said how much he loved to go camping (don't really know how they got on that subject). Anyways, my dad said, "Well, if you love camping so much why don't you go with the Royal Rangers?" Yeah, not the best thing to happen to me. I know that my dad likes him and everything, but I don't think Brantley thinks that.
     Well, this is really all that's happened to me that I fell that I should put on here. So, I'm going to go

~Love you all...

TOTALLY forgot something...

The Qoute of the Day
" Love me until the last petal falls..."

Nothing is wrong with life..

Michelle Nicks — Thu, 15 Jun 2006 14:20:48 -0500

Well, nothing is really going wrong in my life. I just thought that my world was ending. I think that my life is going GREAT right now. I love it!!! Everyone seems to be talking to me that needs to talk to me. I have a boyfriend and he's amazing!! I just love him to death!!! Well anyways... I guess that I was a little under stress so yeah that might have been the problem.

Talk to you guys later...
Love you all,
~the amazed person~

What's wrong with life.....

Michelle Nicks — Fri, 02 Jun 2006 10:01:32 -0500

That's all I have to say...

Why can't I just let it go?

Michelle Nicks — Thu, 01 Jun 2006 08:44:52 -0500

No one seems to know what's going on right now in my family. I guess that's why I don't update. My great grandmother is dying and they aren't going to do anything about it. I just need someone's shoulder to cry on...

When will it all end?

Michelle Nicks — Sun, 28 May 2006 21:52:06 -0500

Tell me, when will all this end? I want to know. I just can't take much more of it. It's going to drive me crazy!!!! I can't help but wonder why I try to make everything seem fun and exciting when all people try to do is pull you down. I just don't know what I'm going to do. I just don't know...

Why...

SO MUCH STUFF

Michelle Nicks — Wed, 24 May 2006 07:18:49 -0500

I can't say that I haven't been doing anything because I have. I have been doing EVERYTHING that I can and I don't know how I can do all of this.

I tried out for MYO ( Murfreesboro Youth Orchestra) and I made it with the power of God!!!! It totally was Him. I know it. I didn't do very well in my try out so I know that it wasn't me who made it in by myself. No, He helped.

Next, I had my Band Banquet and I cried. I didn't think that it would be this hard to leave my middle school band directors. I guess that I will have to go and see them all the time when I'm in high school.

Then, I had this meeting last night which lasted FOREVER!!!!! It was sooooooooooooo boring. I really don't know how I sat there for that.

Yes, my life is crazy and I don't know how I put up with it all but I do. I guess that's about it for right now.
Love you guys...

P.S. Qoute of the day
" don't tell me you love me unless it's true"

Waiting...

Michelle Nicks — Thu, 18 May 2006 17:56:42 -0500

Well, not really doing anything right now. I'm waiting for us to leave for graduation. It's really sad because most of my friends at the high school are leaving and I don't think they will come back to visit me. It's O.K. though.

Qoute of the day
" Don't feel like you haven't done anything when you have the rest of your life infront of you"

Nothing seems to be going wrong right now. The girl that was making fun of me stopped and that made me REALLY happy because it was going too far. No, it won't happen again (I hope).

Well, must be going now...

Why do I put up with this?

Michelle Nicks — Mon, 15 May 2006 16:51:39 -0500

So yeah I'm not really doing anything right now but sitting here on the computer. I really haven't done a lot today but sit.

I guess that I will tell you all about my weekend. On Saturday I went to Solo and Ensemble. Came out to be that I got four 1's which is totally awesome!!!! Then on Sunday I went to a friend's house to celebrate Mother's Day and stuff like that.

I think that I'm going to start a qoute of the day thing and I'm going to start on this day.

"Qoute of the Day"
I hate it when you try to help but all they do is push you away...

Yeah that's really sad when it ends up like that. I don't know how in the world I put up with this stuff! I just don't know. I guess it's God that helps me through all of it. No, I know that God helps me through all of this. If He didn't help me through it all I wouldn't be here on this Earth right now and that's a fact.

I don't know how to put everything into words anymore so just go through my mind if and when you need anything guys.

Love you all,
Your amazing friend,
"alive and well" Daffodil~

Michelle Nicks — Thu, 11 May 2006 22:35:28 -0500

Ok not really anything going on today, but I did go out to eat with my family (which is like the craziest thing you will see in weeks).

I haven't been doing much at school lateley so yeah that means school's almost out!!!! Yes!! That makes me sooo happy except that I have to be a freshman and that's means back to the bottom of the food chain...oh well, that's Ok.

Today was crazy in band. I almost passed out because I had a headache and still had to play which was really bad. I didn't do very well today if you know that passing out during that class is deadly!! But I still made it through the day so yeah that rocked I guess...

Love you all,
Bubi~

Michelle Nicks — Tue, 09 May 2006 17:47:31 -0500

Well, I guess that I did something today. Ok Ok I guess that you got me I didn't do anything really. My friends were mad at me though for not sitting with them at this pep rallt thing yesterday so yeah bummer. Uuuhhh... that's pretty much all I did today. Nothing else interesting to say but that I'm really bored right now. g2g! Bubi!

Michelle Nicks — Mon, 08 May 2006 16:07:57 -0500

Ok, I really didn't do anything today. I went over to the high school for the pep rally and didn't see anyone I knew so it stunk really bad being over there. I did get out of most of my classes for it though.

I haven't been doing anything lately like going out somewhere with people but I might go somewhere on Friday I don't really know.

I guess that I will go...
Bubi~

Michelle Nicks — Sat, 06 May 2006 21:10:51 -0500

Well... well... well... what happened to me today. uuuhhh... I don't know really I did go to this cookout thing and saw all of my friends. The only person that I didn't see was the one that I really wanted to see today.

Yesterday I went to the youth cookout and saw Brantley (the one person I wanted to see.) I played pool at the youth cookout and totally lost ever time.

I guess that I will go now.

Bubi!