Chris Slate,'s PhuseBox http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong Chris Slate,'s PhuseBox PhuseBox RSS Generator en hmm... just great!!! http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/26915 http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/26915 Mon, 17 Jul 2006 13:18:40 -0500 Chris Slate, http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/26915 so on top of me getting my car...



i also managed to get a job making an average of 10 to 15 an hour.


like yesterday... i worked for not even 7 hours... and made over 100 dollars.


and thats amazing for a 16 year old.


so yeah...


but a couple of bad things happened on my first 2 days of work.



1- i managed to lock my keys in my car. as well as my phone.


2- some girl who USED to work with me stole 21 dollars from me and it had to come out of MY paycheck.




but yeah...


i have a great car.


a better job.


and an amazing girlfriend.



so take that!.

]]> so on top of me getting my car...



i also managed to get a job making an average of 10 to 15 an hour.


like yesterday... i worked for not even 7 hours... and made over 100 dollars.


and thats amazing for a 16 year old.


so yeah...


but a couple of bad things happened on my first 2 days of work.



1- i managed to lock my keys in my car. as well as my phone.


2- some girl who USED to work with me stole 21 dollars from me and it had to come out of MY paycheck.




but yeah...


i have a great car.


a better job.


and an amazing girlfriend.



so take that!.

]]> So i got one.. http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/26695 http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/26695 Wed, 12 Jul 2006 10:30:02 -0500 Chris Slate, http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/26695 I, Christopher G. Slate, am the current owner of a new infiniti!



its blue.


its pretty.


its fast!



who wants to hang out?

]]> I, Christopher G. Slate, am the current owner of a new infiniti!



its blue.


its pretty.


its fast!



who wants to hang out?

]]> So Im Conceited? http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/26557 http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/26557 Sat, 08 Jul 2006 22:40:17 -0500 Chris Slate, http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/26557 ok.


but let me point out these things.




i wasnt complaining at all about driving the pathfinder... after all... its a nice car.  but i want a car of my own that i can call mine... just like any other 16 year old.



another thing i should mention... a lot of people called me selfish because they said i wasnt buying the car... well news flash ladies and gentlemen... i am!



so... basically what every single person just commented about... theyre guilty of themselves... this meaning they are hypocrites.



i dont like hypocrites commenting on my posts.



so dont.






p.s. Kim Possible. thanks for the message you sent me... it really did mean a lot.

]]> ok.


but let me point out these things.




i wasnt complaining at all about driving the pathfinder... after all... its a nice car.  but i want a car of my own that i can call mine... just like any other 16 year old.



another thing i should mention... a lot of people called me selfish because they said i wasnt buying the car... well news flash ladies and gentlemen... i am!



so... basically what every single person just commented about... theyre guilty of themselves... this meaning they are hypocrites.



i dont like hypocrites commenting on my posts.



so dont.






p.s. Kim Possible. thanks for the message you sent me... it really did mean a lot.

]]> For real... be honest... http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/26505 http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/26505 Fri, 07 Jul 2006 18:59:18 -0500 Chris Slate, http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/26505 Is what i said in ANY way selfish, stuck uo, or spoiled?




cuz i think its not but some guard priss freak thinks it is...




so is it?



=]


Chris

]]> Is what i said in ANY way selfish, stuck uo, or spoiled?




cuz i think its not but some guard priss freak thinks it is...




so is it?



=]


Chris

]]> Hmm... http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/26424 http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/26424 Wed, 05 Jul 2006 19:26:02 -0500 Chris Slate, http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/26424 Im getting my license in a week from tomorrow...










however, every car that i am planning on getting ends up being sold or SOMETHING prevents me from getting it.  what the crap!







I was supposed to get a Porsche.      SOLD




I was supposed to get a Trooper.      not sold but still technical difficulties




I was supposed to get a land rover.   not sold but not as good as i thought




I was supposed to get a Miata.          Not sold but not as good as i thought




I was supposed to get a Explorer.     Its in New Jersy and my mom wont make the drive




I was supposed to get a Civic.          SOLD




I was supposed to get a custom Civic EX.     my mom is finding any way for me not to













so ya see... why get a license if i have no car to drive?








ugh... this sucks.










=[

]]> Im getting my license in a week from tomorrow...










however, every car that i am planning on getting ends up being sold or SOMETHING prevents me from getting it.  what the crap!







I was supposed to get a Porsche.      SOLD




I was supposed to get a Trooper.      not sold but still technical difficulties




I was supposed to get a land rover.   not sold but not as good as i thought




I was supposed to get a Miata.          Not sold but not as good as i thought




I was supposed to get a Explorer.     Its in New Jersy and my mom wont make the drive




I was supposed to get a Civic.          SOLD




I was supposed to get a custom Civic EX.     my mom is finding any way for me not to













so ya see... why get a license if i have no car to drive?








ugh... this sucks.










=[

]]> 11 Girls + Me + Hummer Limo = wow i love my life http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/25808 http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/25808 Tue, 20 Jun 2006 15:58:47 -0500 Chris Slate, http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/25808 This weekend was beyond amazing


all of these people->



stuck in this limo



going to this restaraunt



for the one in brown's birthday.


Black guys hittin on artchalee through the window.


Serious talk with Gaines.


Amazing dinner time experience.


Back in the limo.



heading home.



Back at the house... o what a shame... me stuck in a house with 7 of gorgeous girls in pajamas... darn...



(Whos the hotty in green?)


Truth or dare.




a few awkward pictures which i wont post on my site... Jessica... (wags finger)



My life is amazing...



and guess what... I had all that fun WITHOUT breaking the law ONCE!! haha


but wow...



I know its late... but Happy Birthday Jessica



]]> This weekend was beyond amazing


all of these people->



stuck in this limo



going to this restaraunt



for the one in brown's birthday.


Black guys hittin on artchalee through the window.


Serious talk with Gaines.


Amazing dinner time experience.


Back in the limo.



heading home.



Back at the house... o what a shame... me stuck in a house with 7 of gorgeous girls in pajamas... darn...



(Whos the hotty in green?)


Truth or dare.




a few awkward pictures which i wont post on my site... Jessica... (wags finger)



My life is amazing...



and guess what... I had all that fun WITHOUT breaking the law ONCE!! haha


but wow...



I know its late... but Happy Birthday Jessica



]]> Hmm... Guess what! http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/25591 http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/25591 Thu, 15 Jun 2006 15:29:51 -0500 Chris Slate, http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/25591 My birthday is tomorrow!!



Tell me how much ya love me ;-)




~Chris!

]]> My birthday is tomorrow!!



Tell me how much ya love me ;-)




~Chris!

]]> This needs to be said... http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/25435 http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/25435 Sun, 11 Jun 2006 21:45:19 -0500 Chris Slate, http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/25435 Camp was last week... it was amazing


the games were amazing... the people were better


i lost my voice...


but not outside during a game... i lost it inside during praise and worship... and iv never fealt better.



I know what your thinkin. "How are you saying this now after you just made the post of not being a good christian?"...


Things change... and camp changed them.



My friendships will change. Or they will be gone.


My musical talent will change. Or it will be gone.


My relationship will change. Or it will be gone.


None of this will GOD take away.  He allows us to sin...  He is infact a fair god.  He wont FORCE us to do anything we dont want to do.


This is what i want to do.


Live a better life.  And if that means giving up the things i love the most... then so be it.  As Momma #2 said in my comments. Eternity is a long time to play around with... and its not worth the things im doing.




GOD bless.


Chris.



P.S.- Life is our battlefield. Iv worn my armor. Then i took it off... But its back on. So i have 3 words for ya.... BRING IT ON!

]]> Camp was last week... it was amazing


the games were amazing... the people were better


i lost my voice...


but not outside during a game... i lost it inside during praise and worship... and iv never fealt better.



I know what your thinkin. "How are you saying this now after you just made the post of not being a good christian?"...


Things change... and camp changed them.



My friendships will change. Or they will be gone.


My musical talent will change. Or it will be gone.


My relationship will change. Or it will be gone.


None of this will GOD take away.  He allows us to sin...  He is infact a fair god.  He wont FORCE us to do anything we dont want to do.


This is what i want to do.


Live a better life.  And if that means giving up the things i love the most... then so be it.  As Momma #2 said in my comments. Eternity is a long time to play around with... and its not worth the things im doing.




GOD bless.


Chris.



P.S.- Life is our battlefield. Iv worn my armor. Then i took it off... But its back on. So i have 3 words for ya.... BRING IT ON!

]]> This needs to be said... http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/25434 http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/25434 Sun, 11 Jun 2006 21:45:09 -0500 Chris Slate, http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/25434 Camp was last week... it was amazing


the games were amazing... the people were better


i lost my voice...


but not outside during a game... i lost it inside during praise and worship... and iv never fealt better.



I know what your thinkin. "How are you saying this now after you just made the post of not being a good christian?"...


Things change... and camp changed them.



My friendships will change. Or they will be gone.


My musical talent will change. Or it will be gone.


My relationship will change. Or it will be gone.


None of this will GOD take away.  He allows us to sin...  He is infact a fair god.  He wont FORCE us to do anything we dont want to do.


This is what i want to do.


Live a better life.  And if that means giving up the things i love the most... then so be it.  As Momma #2 said in my comments. Eternity is a long time to play around with... and its not worth the things im doing.




GOD bless.


Chris.



P.S.- Life is our battlefield. Iv worn my armor. Then i took it off... But its back on. So i have 3 words for ya.... BRING IT ON!

]]> Camp was last week... it was amazing


the games were amazing... the people were better


i lost my voice...


but not outside during a game... i lost it inside during praise and worship... and iv never fealt better.



I know what your thinkin. "How are you saying this now after you just made the post of not being a good christian?"...


Things change... and camp changed them.



My friendships will change. Or they will be gone.


My musical talent will change. Or it will be gone.


My relationship will change. Or it will be gone.


None of this will GOD take away.  He allows us to sin...  He is infact a fair god.  He wont FORCE us to do anything we dont want to do.


This is what i want to do.


Live a better life.  And if that means giving up the things i love the most... then so be it.  As Momma #2 said in my comments. Eternity is a long time to play around with... and its not worth the things im doing.




GOD bless.


Chris.



P.S.- Life is our battlefield. Iv worn my armor. Then i took it off... But its back on. So i have 3 words for ya.... BRING IT ON!

]]> Dear diary... mood... effin estatic! http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/25098 http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/25098 Sat, 03 Jun 2006 21:20:22 -0500 Chris Slate, http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/25098 so basically i love life...



amazing girlfriend.


amazing friends.


amazing everything.



what can get better?... nothing!



so i can disrespect my dad cuz hes a jerk.


so i can sneak out cuz its fun.


so i can sneak into movies cuz its easier.


so i can break the law cuz its an adrenalin rush.


so i can have fun... cuz thats me.



so maybe i dont live a picture perfect christian life... ill have to admit... i do some stupid things... but i have given up alot of worse things with the help of friends... life is perfect... and despite all the things i do... im not that bad of a guy... really... im not


]]> so basically i love life...



amazing girlfriend.


amazing friends.


amazing everything.



what can get better?... nothing!



so i can disrespect my dad cuz hes a jerk.


so i can sneak out cuz its fun.


so i can sneak into movies cuz its easier.


so i can break the law cuz its an adrenalin rush.


so i can have fun... cuz thats me.



so maybe i dont live a picture perfect christian life... ill have to admit... i do some stupid things... but i have given up alot of worse things with the help of friends... life is perfect... and despite all the things i do... im not that bad of a guy... really... im not


]]> <marquee><font color=red>A month from today...</marquee></font> http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/24182 http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/24182 Tue, 16 May 2006 19:16:35 -0500 Chris Slate, http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/24182 A month from this very day... i will infact be 16...



kinda cool...





so heres my list... you all get to make all the unchecked ones... checked =)





Philip Persio watch... CHECK



Armani sunglasses... CHECK



Versaci sunglasses... CHECK



Video ipod... CHECK



Car. (maybe one iv already picked out)... MOST  LIKELY CHECK



New guitar... CHECK



American Eagle clothes... UNCHECKED



Hollister shirts... UNCHECKED



Chiuahua (Chi-Wa-Wa)... UNCHECKED



My own music room... UNCHECKED



Digital camera... UNCHECKED



Cold-hard cash... UNCHECKED



A new motorola SLVR... UNCHECKED







ok thats what i want... if it doesnt say "CHECK"  after it... then you have to get it for me... SURPRISE!!





have a nice day



=)_Chris

]]> A month from this very day... i will infact be 16...



kinda cool...





so heres my list... you all get to make all the unchecked ones... checked =)





Philip Persio watch... CHECK



Armani sunglasses... CHECK



Versaci sunglasses... CHECK



Video ipod... CHECK



Car. (maybe one iv already picked out)... MOST  LIKELY CHECK



New guitar... CHECK



American Eagle clothes... UNCHECKED



Hollister shirts... UNCHECKED



Chiuahua (Chi-Wa-Wa)... UNCHECKED



My own music room... UNCHECKED



Digital camera... UNCHECKED



Cold-hard cash... UNCHECKED



A new motorola SLVR... UNCHECKED







ok thats what i want... if it doesnt say "CHECK"  after it... then you have to get it for me... SURPRISE!!





have a nice day



=)_Chris

]]> <marquee><font color=green>A Few New's</marquee></font> http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/24056 http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/24056 Sun, 14 May 2006 01:05:39 -0500 Chris Slate, http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/24056 Ok... so a few new things... actually none of them are THAT new... just i havent had time to post pics... so here they are



New haircut!





New room...


Wall 1



Wall 2



Corner



Back of one of my closet doors





Umm... i know theres SOMETHIN else thats new... but its like 2 in the morning or somethin and im tired...



good night


=)--Chris

]]> Ok... so a few new things... actually none of them are THAT new... just i havent had time to post pics... so here they are



New haircut!





New room...


Wall 1



Wall 2



Corner



Back of one of my closet doors





Umm... i know theres SOMETHIN else thats new... but its like 2 in the morning or somethin and im tired...



good night


=)--Chris

]]> its been so long!! http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/23603 http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/23603 Fri, 05 May 2006 10:01:27 -0500 Chris Slate, http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/23603 so basically... i havent been able to update... and when i DO have time... i just dont wanna




i stayed home today... no reason... just kinda felt like it...



umm... fine arts was.... eh... ok?... not the best... not the worst... but o well...



out of school in 16 days... so thats cool...



dont know if im goin to oakland next year or not... all ill say is this.... riverdale... prepare to make room... i MIGHT be joinin ya

]]> so basically... i havent been able to update... and when i DO have time... i just dont wanna




i stayed home today... no reason... just kinda felt like it...



umm... fine arts was.... eh... ok?... not the best... not the worst... but o well...



out of school in 16 days... so thats cool...



dont know if im goin to oakland next year or not... all ill say is this.... riverdale... prepare to make room... i MIGHT be joinin ya

]]> <font color=blue>Dating</font> http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/23003 http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/23003 Tue, 25 Apr 2006 15:34:25 -0500 Chris Slate, http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/23003 Mosst people know dating as this


Subject A + Subject B


and as do i... but heres my little A/B thing



                            


     PLUS++PLUS




EQUALS==EQUALS





an item...


=)



have a nice day

]]> Mosst people know dating as this


Subject A + Subject B


and as do i... but heres my little A/B thing



                            


     PLUS++PLUS




EQUALS==EQUALS





an item...


=)



have a nice day

]]> ok so im gettin it a bit earlier than i thought... http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/22874 http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/22874 Sun, 23 Apr 2006 19:01:10 -0500 Chris Slate, http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/22874 ok heres the hint...





PLUS ++ PLUS





EQUALS == EQUALS



about 2 more weeks...



shut it... i know im spoiled... and i love it... ;-)



few days til trey meets me... not a good thing...


few weeks til i get out of school...


many months til i go to oakland again...


many years til i die... so ill enjoy it while i can...



later kiddos

]]> ok heres the hint...





PLUS ++ PLUS





EQUALS == EQUALS



about 2 more weeks...



shut it... i know im spoiled... and i love it... ;-)



few days til trey meets me... not a good thing...


few weeks til i get out of school...


many months til i go to oakland again...


many years til i die... so ill enjoy it while i can...



later kiddos

]]> <marquee><font coloe=blue>Kind Of Intimidating... </marquee> http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/21856 http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/21856 Sat, 08 Apr 2006 12:42:53 -0500 Chris Slate, http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/21856 sorry its been a while... i havent had any time at all to post... oops



i was readin this paper at school... it was about gangs in modern days...


i didnt realize that they have gotten so out of hand... we all hear about the Bloods and The Crips and The Folks... but one that seemed realatively new to me... MS13... apperantly they are the worst of the worst...



ill give you 3 or 4 facts that may keep you weary.


1: there are over 30,000 members in over 33 states


2: they are the FASTEST growing gang ever created... producing an average of 6 more members a day.


3: they now do professional hits


4: if they kill you.. They take your arms and drop them in the country (shows the hard work that people pay) Your legs to the state capital (to represent the way the government walks over its citizens) Your torso to the state line (to show the seperation of races as well as country) Your head to the sheriffs department (mearly to taunt the federal officers) And your scrodem... they feed to their animals (in celebration of their hit)



does that not scare you?


it does scare me...



why are people in gangs?!.. are you in a gang?... im not... and i never intend to be... there was a point in my life where i WAS in fact involved in such activities... but that was a long time ago...



my school is officially been seperated between gangs... it seems like you have to have the right sign. The right colors. The right words... just to survive...


i thought this was America... Home of the FREE!!! why are we seeming to be controlled by gangs...


did you know that it is NOT illegal to be in a gang... it is NOT illegal to support gangs... it is NOT illegal to murder under the charges of "you were forced to"


that is total BULL CRAP!!... how is it NOT illegal to do all of that... how is it NOT illegal to MURDER just as long as "a gang leader tells you to"... that makes me mad... we should have a more strict government on that subject.



but anyways... life has been... ok... i got some REALLY good news but im not tellin cuz i want it to be a surprise... te he... later guys


]]> sorry its been a while... i havent had any time at all to post... oops



i was readin this paper at school... it was about gangs in modern days...


i didnt realize that they have gotten so out of hand... we all hear about the Bloods and The Crips and The Folks... but one that seemed realatively new to me... MS13... apperantly they are the worst of the worst...



ill give you 3 or 4 facts that may keep you weary.


1: there are over 30,000 members in over 33 states


2: they are the FASTEST growing gang ever created... producing an average of 6 more members a day.


3: they now do professional hits


4: if they kill you.. They take your arms and drop them in the country (shows the hard work that people pay) Your legs to the state capital (to represent the way the government walks over its citizens) Your torso to the state line (to show the seperation of races as well as country) Your head to the sheriffs department (mearly to taunt the federal officers) And your scrodem... they feed to their animals (in celebration of their hit)



does that not scare you?


it does scare me...



why are people in gangs?!.. are you in a gang?... im not... and i never intend to be... there was a point in my life where i WAS in fact involved in such activities... but that was a long time ago...



my school is officially been seperated between gangs... it seems like you have to have the right sign. The right colors. The right words... just to survive...


i thought this was America... Home of the FREE!!! why are we seeming to be controlled by gangs...


did you know that it is NOT illegal to be in a gang... it is NOT illegal to support gangs... it is NOT illegal to murder under the charges of "you were forced to"


that is total BULL CRAP!!... how is it NOT illegal to do all of that... how is it NOT illegal to MURDER just as long as "a gang leader tells you to"... that makes me mad... we should have a more strict government on that subject.



but anyways... life has been... ok... i got some REALLY good news but im not tellin cuz i want it to be a surprise... te he... later guys


]]> <marquee><font color=blue>I Hate Immaturity!!!</marquee></font> http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/20680 http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/20680 Tue, 21 Mar 2006 15:15:46 -0600 Chris Slate, http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/20680 immature- adj. 1:characteristic of a lack of maturity; "immature behavior"[ant: mature] 2: lacking in developement; "immature plans"; "an unformed character" [syn: unformed]







i cant stand immature people... not like people who can BE immature... but people who ARE immature.



some people need to learn when to grow up... some people need to learn how to take things seriously...



to me... being stupid, cussing someone out over nothing, then refusing friendship when the other person did nothing wrong = immature!



giving a nonsense remark to a serious matter = immature!



being hypocritical = immature!



continuously lazy, refusing to do your part to help out = immature!



being drama filled and refusing to drop a petty pointless matter = immature!





those are the main ones iv had to deal with... and its annoying... most of you know who im reffering to on the 1st one... few know about the rest...





have a nice day!

]]> immature- adj. 1:characteristic of a lack of maturity; "immature behavior"[ant: mature] 2: lacking in developement; "immature plans"; "an unformed character" [syn: unformed]







i cant stand immature people... not like people who can BE immature... but people who ARE immature.



some people need to learn when to grow up... some people need to learn how to take things seriously...



to me... being stupid, cussing someone out over nothing, then refusing friendship when the other person did nothing wrong = immature!



giving a nonsense remark to a serious matter = immature!



being hypocritical = immature!



continuously lazy, refusing to do your part to help out = immature!



being drama filled and refusing to drop a petty pointless matter = immature!





those are the main ones iv had to deal with... and its annoying... most of you know who im reffering to on the 1st one... few know about the rest...





have a nice day!

]]> <marquee><font face="enviro"><font color=blue>Wow... just wow</marquee></font> http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/20422 http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/20422 Fri, 17 Mar 2006 10:52:17 -0600 Chris Slate, http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/20422 i was driving down the road... the sun was shining... not a cloud in the sky... i was gettin ready to get my best friend and grab some starbucks...


lauren called me... she told me she loved me... that she wanted us to be together... she said she missed me more that i could imagine... then i had a beep... it was addie...


she was apologizing for being mad saying she had no reason to be mad... she said she wanted us to be like we were... then i had another beep...


it was my mom... she said she wanted us to spend time together and that she was sorry for putting her work before me for the past few months... she said she wanted to play some monopoly and just "hang out"...


then my dad called... he said he just wanted to apologize for missing all those soccer games and never being there when i needed him most... and he apologized most for never being at home and leaving my 2 brothers and i alone for days at a time...


about 10 minutes later my brother called... he told me he was giving up drugs and was going to be the brother and father to his 3 month old child he knew he should be...


about 2 minutes later i got to jessicas house... after spending some time with her mom and dad... we left for starbucks... when we got there i ordered my normal... a caramel frapaccino with chocolate on top and a shot of mint... we sat down just to enjoy our drinks... then i heard my phone ring...


this ring was different...


i looked at the number and it didnt look familiar... so i hesitated to answer it... i hit the talk button... the sound didnt stop... so i hit the end button... nothing happened... it still had its strange ring and refused to stop... finally i just put the phone to my ear and said "hello"


and all i saw was an alarm clock flashing 6:15... 



i hate dreams.

]]> i was driving down the road... the sun was shining... not a cloud in the sky... i was gettin ready to get my best friend and grab some starbucks...


lauren called me... she told me she loved me... that she wanted us to be together... she said she missed me more that i could imagine... then i had a beep... it was addie...


she was apologizing for being mad saying she had no reason to be mad... she said she wanted us to be like we were... then i had another beep...


it was my mom... she said she wanted us to spend time together and that she was sorry for putting her work before me for the past few months... she said she wanted to play some monopoly and just "hang out"...


then my dad called... he said he just wanted to apologize for missing all those soccer games and never being there when i needed him most... and he apologized most for never being at home and leaving my 2 brothers and i alone for days at a time...


about 10 minutes later my brother called... he told me he was giving up drugs and was going to be the brother and father to his 3 month old child he knew he should be...


about 2 minutes later i got to jessicas house... after spending some time with her mom and dad... we left for starbucks... when we got there i ordered my normal... a caramel frapaccino with chocolate on top and a shot of mint... we sat down just to enjoy our drinks... then i heard my phone ring...


this ring was different...


i looked at the number and it didnt look familiar... so i hesitated to answer it... i hit the talk button... the sound didnt stop... so i hit the end button... nothing happened... it still had its strange ring and refused to stop... finally i just put the phone to my ear and said "hello"


and all i saw was an alarm clock flashing 6:15... 



i hate dreams.

]]> <marquee><font face="chiller"><font color=green>Wow... its been a while</marquee> http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/20269 http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/20269 Wed, 15 Mar 2006 17:26:22 -0600 Chris Slate, http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/20269 hmm... so i dont know why...

but iv been in kind of a blah... mood...

i really have no excuse...
i just am


ok so heres the layout of events lately... not that you care



1: lauren apologised for being stupid... but i refused to except it... yeah i know... harsh... but she lied to me like crazzy
2: Addie totally flipped out on me... i was with some friends over by greek row and she apperantly didnt believe me and started cussin me out and callin me a liar... yeah... o well
3: my bro is going "ghost hunting".... omg its getting embarrassing to say were related!!
4: my mom is bein the meanest woman ever
5: i didnt get early release.... still at DMS
6: friends have been... wierd... like... backstabby kinda wierd...
7: (not being conceded... just making a point) i dont WANT so many girls to like me... it gets on my last nerve!!!... sometimes i just want a FRIEND that doesnt want to make out all the time...
8: my stomach hurts... bad... ugh
9: im probably gonna be plan-less this spring break... im supposed to be with my dad... o joy...
10: hmm i miss the good times in life... i dont like roller coasters of emotions... i wish my life was all up hill



ok ill say this flat out... i LOVE nicknames... but some nicknames i want to stop... no offence to Linz but the whole Wemo thing... its gettin annoying... i dont want someone to think im tryin to be emo or im tryin to be a prep, or goth, or wigger, anything... im CHRIS... thats all... dont call me anything but that

ok sorry if iv seemed harsh or anything... iv just been like... well... you know...]]> hmm... so i dont know why...

but iv been in kind of a blah... mood...

i really have no excuse...
i just am


ok so heres the layout of events lately... not that you care



1: lauren apologised for being stupid... but i refused to except it... yeah i know... harsh... but she lied to me like crazzy
2: Addie totally flipped out on me... i was with some friends over by greek row and she apperantly didnt believe me and started cussin me out and callin me a liar... yeah... o well
3: my bro is going "ghost hunting".... omg its getting embarrassing to say were related!!
4: my mom is bein the meanest woman ever
5: i didnt get early release.... still at DMS
6: friends have been... wierd... like... backstabby kinda wierd...
7: (not being conceded... just making a point) i dont WANT so many girls to like me... it gets on my last nerve!!!... sometimes i just want a FRIEND that doesnt want to make out all the time...
8: my stomach hurts... bad... ugh
9: im probably gonna be plan-less this spring break... im supposed to be with my dad... o joy...
10: hmm i miss the good times in life... i dont like roller coasters of emotions... i wish my life was all up hill



ok ill say this flat out... i LOVE nicknames... but some nicknames i want to stop... no offence to Linz but the whole Wemo thing... its gettin annoying... i dont want someone to think im tryin to be emo or im tryin to be a prep, or goth, or wigger, anything... im CHRIS... thats all... dont call me anything but that

ok sorry if iv seemed harsh or anything... iv just been like... well... you know...]]> <marquee><font color=blue><font face="enviro">Everyone... yeah... </font></marquee> http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/19921 http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/19921 Sat, 11 Mar 2006 13:17:00 -0600 Chris Slate, http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/19921 everyone dance

everyone smile

everyone be happy...

cuz thats how we role....



i love you guys!]]> everyone dance

everyone smile

everyone be happy...

cuz thats how we role....



i love you guys!]]> <marquee behavior=alternate direction=right width=48%>So Who Liked My Post From Kelly???</marquee> http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/19787 http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/19787 Thu, 09 Mar 2006 14:39:53 -0600 Chris Slate, http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/19787 So kelly made my last post... haha... i told her to change some stuff on myspace for me and she got on my phusebox too... haha its cool though...


so yeah... theres been a lot goin on lately... ill give ya the number chart haha


1: school has been like... interesting... granted yes im makin friends... but it clicks after a while that they are in daniel mckee for something a lot worse that I...


2: me and lauren got into it... i basically told her i wanted her out of my life and never wanted to see her again... i told her to erase my number from her phone and pretend she never met me... and i dont regret saying it... she was all mad at me cuz i liked addie and shes the one that dumped me, led me on, said we would be together again... yet lied to me... hmm yeah... like im NOT gonna like someone else... to think... shes the one that cheated on stuart... *there... now the world knows... *


3: i think addie is kinda upset with me now... meaning totally she wont like me... meaning... totally sucks for me...


4: i was told last night that i was on the early release list to go back to oakland... meaning... Monday will be my last day at daniel mckee... but i wouldnt bet on it... i mean... iv only been there for 3 weeks... and if i did get early release then i probably wouldnt get it until next 6 weeks... so that means that i would be there for SIX MORE WEEKS!!!! ugh


5: me and my mom totally havent been gettin along


6: i dont know... things are crazy lately all around... so basically i doubt anyone will remark on this post but honestly... i really dont care... i mean... i love love love post remarks... but its totaly up to you... im not gonna request for any remarks... so leave them if ya want...



later

]]> So kelly made my last post... haha... i told her to change some stuff on myspace for me and she got on my phusebox too... haha its cool though...


so yeah... theres been a lot goin on lately... ill give ya the number chart haha


1: school has been like... interesting... granted yes im makin friends... but it clicks after a while that they are in daniel mckee for something a lot worse that I...


2: me and lauren got into it... i basically told her i wanted her out of my life and never wanted to see her again... i told her to erase my number from her phone and pretend she never met me... and i dont regret saying it... she was all mad at me cuz i liked addie and shes the one that dumped me, led me on, said we would be together again... yet lied to me... hmm yeah... like im NOT gonna like someone else... to think... shes the one that cheated on stuart... *there... now the world knows... *


3: i think addie is kinda upset with me now... meaning totally she wont like me... meaning... totally sucks for me...


4: i was told last night that i was on the early release list to go back to oakland... meaning... Monday will be my last day at daniel mckee... but i wouldnt bet on it... i mean... iv only been there for 3 weeks... and if i did get early release then i probably wouldnt get it until next 6 weeks... so that means that i would be there for SIX MORE WEEKS!!!! ugh


5: me and my mom totally havent been gettin along


6: i dont know... things are crazy lately all around... so basically i doubt anyone will remark on this post but honestly... i really dont care... i mean... i love love love post remarks... but its totaly up to you... im not gonna request for any remarks... so leave them if ya want...



later

]]> hehe chris.. i told u i would. http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/19657 http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/19657 Tue, 07 Mar 2006 21:22:55 -0600 Chris Slate, http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/19657 haha. i told u i would leave u a blog on YOUR OWN page. hehe.


ur such a CoOL guy to talk to!! u REALLY are!!


GLAD i started talking to u! next time i talk to u, lets PLAY that game again!! but this time im ganna WIN! haha


ANIMALS:


dog


window


cat


window


fish


window


elephant


window


bird


window


camel


window


seals


window


hawk


window


eagle


window


wolf


window


penguin


window


antalope


window


leapord


window


lion


window


lamb


window


sheep


window


cow


window


chicken


window


tiger


window


kangaroo


window


rabit


window


turtle


window


gerbil


window


panther


window


turkey


window


mongoose


window


crocidile


window


aligator


window


ok im DONE! haha. i think i WON this time! hehe.. =oD


but yeah u SHOULD most DEFINETLY teach that GAME to MORE people! lol. its basicly AMAZING! makes u THINK! it kinda hurts my brain. just a little bit. haha. but yeah. =o)


<3 KeLLy

]]> haha. i told u i would leave u a blog on YOUR OWN page. hehe.


ur such a CoOL guy to talk to!! u REALLY are!!


GLAD i started talking to u! next time i talk to u, lets PLAY that game again!! but this time im ganna WIN! haha


ANIMALS:


dog


window


cat


window


fish


window


elephant


window


bird


window


camel


window


seals


window


hawk


window


eagle


window


wolf


window


penguin


window


antalope


window


leapord


window


lion


window


lamb


window


sheep


window


cow


window


chicken


window


tiger


window


kangaroo


window


rabit


window


turtle


window


gerbil


window


panther


window


turkey


window


mongoose


window


crocidile


window


aligator


window


ok im DONE! haha. i think i WON this time! hehe.. =oD


but yeah u SHOULD most DEFINETLY teach that GAME to MORE people! lol. its basicly AMAZING! makes u THINK! it kinda hurts my brain. just a little bit. haha. but yeah. =o)


<3 KeLLy

]]> <marquee><font color=green><font face="chiller"><b>I wrote somethin... act like you love it</b></font></marquee> http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/19416 http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/19416 Sat, 04 Mar 2006 12:52:38 -0600 Chris Slate, http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/19416 Shhh...


listen to the rain,


listen close as it calls your name,


hear the whistle of wind blow down the street,


make a path of destruction all but discreet,


it starts at your toes and ends at your mind,


taking it all, leaving nothing behind,


it gets to your thigh and causes a bruise,


from your last soccer game you happened to lose,


it gets to your waiste and sees the mistakes,


that you and some other and lust seemed to make,


the stomach is calm as your funnel arrives,


it sees butterflies of holding hands on long winter nights,


two veins up just on the left,


there lies a hear that ceases to rest,


it sees your emotions that broke it in half,


a bracket, a three, intercepted by a slash (</3>)


the eyes that saw heaven and the lips that kissed fate,


seldom compare to the mind that awaits,


the funnel then stops for its now met its match,


broken momentos and black and white photographs,


it sees a mom and dad divorcing and tears in your eyes,


and black and white clothing when your brother took his own life,


the funnel packs up but refuses to leave,


the funnel is your life... just you failed to see.




ok so i know it sucks... but act like you love it... i could use the ego boost... lol






p.s. New crushes= AM-ah_zing

]]> Shhh...


listen to the rain,


listen close as it calls your name,


hear the whistle of wind blow down the street,


make a path of destruction all but discreet,


it starts at your toes and ends at your mind,


taking it all, leaving nothing behind,


it gets to your thigh and causes a bruise,


from your last soccer game you happened to lose,


it gets to your waiste and sees the mistakes,


that you and some other and lust seemed to make,


the stomach is calm as your funnel arrives,


it sees butterflies of holding hands on long winter nights,


two veins up just on the left,


there lies a hear that ceases to rest,


it sees your emotions that broke it in half,


a bracket, a three, intercepted by a slash (</3>)


the eyes that saw heaven and the lips that kissed fate,


seldom compare to the mind that awaits,


the funnel then stops for its now met its match,


broken momentos and black and white photographs,


it sees a mom and dad divorcing and tears in your eyes,


and black and white clothing when your brother took his own life,


the funnel packs up but refuses to leave,


the funnel is your life... just you failed to see.




ok so i know it sucks... but act like you love it... i could use the ego boost... lol






p.s. New crushes= AM-ah_zing

]]> <marquee><font color=blue><font face="chiller"><big><b>I stand beside the waterfalls of fate** yet im dry</marquee></font></big></b> http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/19179 http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/19179 Tue, 28 Feb 2006 18:48:22 -0600 Chris Slate, http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/19179 ok so maybe i dont think before i talk all the time...





I accidentally told lauren that i wanted her to pick... she told me to give her a day... i agreed... then she told me the next day that she decided... and now is scared to tell me...





i really think i screwed up this time...





i know what probably ticked her off... i was honest with her about something concerning her best friend (not bad)... i cant help what i feel and think... well i can... but i choose not to





i just hope i havent dug myself to deep this time... i would say sorry... but i feel as though i have nothing to apologize for...





you guys are the best... just thanks for readin... who cares about the remarks...





i cant wait til friday... me and my best friend get to hang out again... see what happened last time we hung out... -->





]]> ok so maybe i dont think before i talk all the time...





I accidentally told lauren that i wanted her to pick... she told me to give her a day... i agreed... then she told me the next day that she decided... and now is scared to tell me...





i really think i screwed up this time...





i know what probably ticked her off... i was honest with her about something concerning her best friend (not bad)... i cant help what i feel and think... well i can... but i choose not to





i just hope i havent dug myself to deep this time... i would say sorry... but i feel as though i have nothing to apologize for...





you guys are the best... just thanks for readin... who cares about the remarks...





i cant wait til friday... me and my best friend get to hang out again... see what happened last time we hung out... -->





]]> <marquee behavior=alternate direction=right width=75%><font color=silver>To: My Best Friend</marquee> http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/18816 http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/18816 Thu, 23 Feb 2006 12:17:57 -0600 Chris Slate, http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/18816 Im not going to make a post that talks about how i miss lauren or how my weekend was SOOOO much better than yours... i want to make one post just for the girl that i love so much that i can honestly call her my best friend ever...



meet jessica...




Jessica... im so glad that we met... even though it was kind of on awkward circumstances... (you know... me likin angie and all and you just kinda taggin along lol)... ever since that day at the football field when you and Nneka were speakin "gibberish".. i knew there was somethin...


over the time we have known eachother... i have honestly been able to say that iv never met anyone like you... your so funny, smart (well... you know), so random, just so amazing... and i really really want to thank you for that...


we have both been through some crazzy times... the time you called the cops that night when i freaked you out.. and the time where faith fell face first into the pool "im ok... im ok"... we have soooo many inside jokes... Switchfoot had puppies, Cricket Cricket wind blow wind blow FROG!!!, You and i collide, i love you i hate you, 3 toed sloth eatin a watermelon popcicle riding a scooter... just to many to name...


you have made my life worth living... you have taught me sooo much not even knowing that your teaching me... youve taught me not to give up on dreams, you have encouraged my music, my voice, you have taught me that no matter what is going on that i will always have you to turn to... and i thank you so much for that...


i know i have been annoying sometimes... and im sorry for that... but you have to admit that its amusing an hour later when were laughin about it and still callin eachother names... i know that i dont always say the right things at just the right times... and neither do you... but no matter what... im always here for you... if its 45 years down the road and your cat gets run over... i WILL be the first person to ride my hover round over to your house to bring you a new cat... if your flowers die... ill plant new ones... but at the same time... if some old fogey tries to hit on you without my permission... im gonna have to take some vitamins and whoop some butt...


the point im trying to make is that no matter whats going on and no matter how many times we may say that we arent friends anymore... Best friends really do last forever... and you, Jessica Ryanne Hunter... are my BEST FRIEND... i love you soooo much...



]]> Im not going to make a post that talks about how i miss lauren or how my weekend was SOOOO much better than yours... i want to make one post just for the girl that i love so much that i can honestly call her my best friend ever...



meet jessica...




Jessica... im so glad that we met... even though it was kind of on awkward circumstances... (you know... me likin angie and all and you just kinda taggin along lol)... ever since that day at the football field when you and Nneka were speakin "gibberish".. i knew there was somethin...


over the time we have known eachother... i have honestly been able to say that iv never met anyone like you... your so funny, smart (well... you know), so random, just so amazing... and i really really want to thank you for that...


we have both been through some crazzy times... the time you called the cops that night when i freaked you out.. and the time where faith fell face first into the pool "im ok... im ok"... we have soooo many inside jokes... Switchfoot had puppies, Cricket Cricket wind blow wind blow FROG!!!, You and i collide, i love you i hate you, 3 toed sloth eatin a watermelon popcicle riding a scooter... just to many to name...


you have made my life worth living... you have taught me sooo much not even knowing that your teaching me... youve taught me not to give up on dreams, you have encouraged my music, my voice, you have taught me that no matter what is going on that i will always have you to turn to... and i thank you so much for that...


i know i have been annoying sometimes... and im sorry for that... but you have to admit that its amusing an hour later when were laughin about it and still callin eachother names... i know that i dont always say the right things at just the right times... and neither do you... but no matter what... im always here for you... if its 45 years down the road and your cat gets run over... i WILL be the first person to ride my hover round over to your house to bring you a new cat... if your flowers die... ill plant new ones... but at the same time... if some old fogey tries to hit on you without my permission... im gonna have to take some vitamins and whoop some butt...


the point im trying to make is that no matter whats going on and no matter how many times we may say that we arent friends anymore... Best friends really do last forever... and you, Jessica Ryanne Hunter... are my BEST FRIEND... i love you soooo much...



]]> <marquee behavior=alternate direction=right idth=75%><font color=green> Hmm... Good Weekend?? Oh Yeh</marquee></font> http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/18407 http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/18407 Fri, 17 Feb 2006 17:19:27 -0600 Chris Slate, http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/18407 Hmm so hows about this weekend is gonna be the best one ever... and thursday was pretty amazing as well



so thursday i went to a concert at Bonhoeffers with karla and like EVERYONE was there... and let me just say... A Plea For Purging is probably the best screamo band iv seen in a long long time



Friday (today) i went to school... went to oakland... and met up with this girl iv just recently met... let me say... Linz Hackney is probably one of the coolest people iv met... Dont get the straws at starbucks... thats how they make their money HAHA



Guess what... me and erica are gonna finally hang out tomorrow night... were gonna go see Date Movie === i love my friends



Sunday im goin to church... then at 330 gotta be back there... stay there til 4.45 then go to meet up with lauren... then linz is pickin me up at 7 and were gonna hang out again (im tellin ya... that girl is awesome crazzy coolness)



 Monday im supposed to hang out with lauren... but shes officially goin out with stuart so thatll be kinda wierd if ya ask me... but its cool... as surprised as even I am about it... im really happy for her... but if stuart hurts her AT ALL... Ill be fightin...



 i hope you all have a wonderful weekend... sorry for the long post Michal HAHA



You guys are the best

]]> Hmm so hows about this weekend is gonna be the best one ever... and thursday was pretty amazing as well



so thursday i went to a concert at Bonhoeffers with karla and like EVERYONE was there... and let me just say... A Plea For Purging is probably the best screamo band iv seen in a long long time



Friday (today) i went to school... went to oakland... and met up with this girl iv just recently met... let me say... Linz Hackney is probably one of the coolest people iv met... Dont get the straws at starbucks... thats how they make their money HAHA



Guess what... me and erica are gonna finally hang out tomorrow night... were gonna go see Date Movie === i love my friends



Sunday im goin to church... then at 330 gotta be back there... stay there til 4.45 then go to meet up with lauren... then linz is pickin me up at 7 and were gonna hang out again (im tellin ya... that girl is awesome crazzy coolness)



 Monday im supposed to hang out with lauren... but shes officially goin out with stuart so thatll be kinda wierd if ya ask me... but its cool... as surprised as even I am about it... im really happy for her... but if stuart hurts her AT ALL... Ill be fightin...



 i hope you all have a wonderful weekend... sorry for the long post Michal HAHA



You guys are the best

]]> <marquee behavior=alterante direction=right width=75%><font color=hotpink>Valentines Makes For Crappy Timing</marquee></font> http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/18040 http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/18040 Mon, 13 Feb 2006 11:28:30 -0600 Chris Slate, http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/18040 so... me and lauren are through for good...






of course i find out the day before valentines






what timing :'(





















my life it is a circus,




with roller coaster rides,




the people they will play me,




but fail to win the prize,




you can try my memories,




there like my own magician,




they like to play tricks on me,




to see if i remember...












happy news...



im spoiled i know... but look at my new baby





]]> so... me and lauren are through for good...






of course i find out the day before valentines






what timing :'(





















my life it is a circus,




with roller coaster rides,




the people they will play me,




but fail to win the prize,




you can try my memories,




there like my own magician,




they like to play tricks on me,




to see if i remember...












happy news...



im spoiled i know... but look at my new baby





]]> <marquee><font color=purple>Guess Whos Goin Back To Oakland!!!!</marquee></font> http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/17706 http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/17706 Thu, 09 Feb 2006 00:18:38 -0600 Chris Slate, http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/17706 not me



the appeal didnt go so well... and can you say nerve wrecking...


Addie Baker... for real... i was havin like the worst day EVER monday... and u for real did cheer me up like crazy... shoo you know u be gangstaa nizow... haha... i love you kid... ur amazing


Michal Mullane told me tonight that i made really long posts so she never read them... hmm?... but if i made short posts then you would never know what i actually thought or how i fealy (not that some of you random people would care)


ok let me just say this...


i dont care whos reading this... whether it be my best friends or my worst enemies...


when your able to stand up from an altar crying like crazy and not care who sees you cuz you know those tears are for god... thats an amazing feeling... and Amanda Ayers... sorry for givin you such a hard time earlier... u really are a great friend... same with you Paul... thanks guys... and thanks to everyone whos been prayin for me... it may be paying off now but dont stop yet cuz i know ill still be tested... u guys are amazing...


so my first day at Daniel Mckee is friday... and for the last time... im NOT a bad kid... i got sent there for the lamest reason ever!!! just read my post 3 posts ago...


Lauren... do you have any idea how much you mean to me? i love you so much... Valentines?


Jessica Ryanne Hunter... OMG!!! could i ask for a better best friend... u are my life (yeh i totally stole that from you)... did you know that our FIRST inside joke was "cricket cricket... wind blow wind blow... FROG!!!" and from that day on... weve been inseperable... for real... were so gettin married... haha... i love you more than ANYTHING!!!


ok... i think thats all... *thinks*... ok if i missed anything... sorry... but i gotta go...





is this post to long for ya Michal?


]]> not me



the appeal didnt go so well... and can you say nerve wrecking...


Addie Baker... for real... i was havin like the worst day EVER monday... and u for real did cheer me up like crazy... shoo you know u be gangstaa nizow... haha... i love you kid... ur amazing


Michal Mullane told me tonight that i made really long posts so she never read them... hmm?... but if i made short posts then you would never know what i actually thought or how i fealy (not that some of you random people would care)


ok let me just say this...


i dont care whos reading this... whether it be my best friends or my worst enemies...


when your able to stand up from an altar crying like crazy and not care who sees you cuz you know those tears are for god... thats an amazing feeling... and Amanda Ayers... sorry for givin you such a hard time earlier... u really are a great friend... same with you Paul... thanks guys... and thanks to everyone whos been prayin for me... it may be paying off now but dont stop yet cuz i know ill still be tested... u guys are amazing...


so my first day at Daniel Mckee is friday... and for the last time... im NOT a bad kid... i got sent there for the lamest reason ever!!! just read my post 3 posts ago...


Lauren... do you have any idea how much you mean to me? i love you so much... Valentines?


Jessica Ryanne Hunter... OMG!!! could i ask for a better best friend... u are my life (yeh i totally stole that from you)... did you know that our FIRST inside joke was "cricket cricket... wind blow wind blow... FROG!!!" and from that day on... weve been inseperable... for real... were so gettin married... haha... i love you more than ANYTHING!!!


ok... i think thats all... *thinks*... ok if i missed anything... sorry... but i gotta go...





is this post to long for ya Michal?


]]> <marquee><font color=blue>=( could things get better please? =(</marquee></font> http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/17500 http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/17500 Mon, 06 Feb 2006 12:48:02 -0600 Chris Slate, http://phusebox.net/user/another_lostsong/thoughts/view/17500 ok.. so my appeal case for Daniel Mckee is this wednesday... so pray like crazy and keep your fingers crossed...



you wanna know the main reason why i dont wanna go to daniel mckee?... well as i said in my last post... Stuart said he was gonna ask lauren out... and lauren may tell me that shell say no... but i know that if she doesnt see me everyday at school then shell start talkin to him more then shell go out with him when he asks her... and that scares me...



she asked me a very very serious question on the phone... only 2 people know about it... addie and jessica... and that question has a lot to do with our future together... and after she asked me that she posted on her xanga that we were through... that hurts me... bad



my best friend put a pic of us on her xanga then a quote about how she was close to letting go... that really makes me feel good to know that the 2 people i love the most both want to let me go...



i dont know what to do anymore... life is only getting worse... but i know it will get better



me and lindsay went out for a long time and this is how i fealt when she broke up with me... and now im over than and i barely even think of her at all... and i know that if me and lauren truly are "through" then ill get to the point where i barely ever think of her... but i dont want to get to that point...



i miss how life was 3 weeks ago... that was perfect

]]> ok.. so my appeal case for Daniel Mckee is this wednesday... so pray like crazy and keep your fingers crossed...



you wanna know the main reason why i dont wanna go to daniel mckee?... well as i said in my last post... Stuart said he was gonna ask lauren out... and lauren may tell me that shell say no... but i know that if she doesnt see me everyday at school then shell start talkin to him more then shell go out with him when he asks her... and that scares me...



she asked me a very very serious question on the phone... only 2 people know about it... addie and jessica... and that question has a lot to do with our future together... and after she asked me that she posted on her xanga that we were through... th