even if we are not as close as i am with others.

it doesnt seem to matter.

its an unspoken connection maybe.

we become friends much faster than anyone else.

this has happened in the past and its happening now.

hmm.

there are also people i really dont want to be friends with

even though theyre really nice to me and theyre funny.

i just...dont know if how long i will be able to stand them..

hmm indeed. 

Living in Sweden is fun.

Yes yes, i made it here.  The decision was hard blah blah blah but what counts is i'm here.

things are going so well.  somehow its easier to live here.

but also harder in the friend and language aspects.

im not used to knowing so few people.

i actually did have a lot of friends back home. and even more acquaintances.

so yeah.  tough, but enjoyable.

the gp's are okay.  my fm is kind of a control freak, which gets on my nerves, and sometimes she assumes things about me that just aren't true.  im pretty sure she classifies me as an American, and in a way, i really am.  like, i know i am, but i was always the swede between my friends.  im stuck in the middle of being an american and a swede now, is pretty much what im saying.

yeeep.

its always fun to come back to things that i havent been to in a long time.

i went to illwillpress.com the other day.  and bigger than cheeses.  and acid zen wonder paint. and then i came here.  went back to deviant art (uploaded my photographs btw, check 'em out and tell me how to improve if you want). picked up xanga again.  got a blog for my CAS hours (don't ask).  a lot of nostalgia going on.

and grey's anatomy and gossip girl are back on.  private practice is soon.  house has started but i havent watched it yet.

sigh.

im ready to move out of the gp's and get a place of my own.

idk when it'll happen though.

we'll see.